王藍茵-如果的事(吉他版) ''王藍茵'',好特別的名字 好像在哪裡聽過 沒錯! 她是范瑋琪''如果的事''的詞曲作者喔~! 真厲害,的確是位才女! 很柔情的一首歌,喜欢她柔柔的聲音 她的其他作品包裹"惡作劇,乘風,遇到" 都很棒呢! 覺得她的歌比較適合小女生聽,有種單純愛情的味道 聽了很舒服~!
No Promise - Shayne Ward
Wake up on 4.30am, what can do ? Usually i'll chat with friends but too bad weekdays all gonna sleep early .. so ? Youtube lo , best choice ever ~
There is a song like this which in fact reminds me of my past, before everytime when i'm moody, this song keep flowing in my minds~Best song ever ~
Untitled........
I'm fed up with always people's that I loved unintentionally hurting me
I'm fed up with always getting the blame for everything bad that happens
I'm fed up with always being "Just a friend"
I'm fed up with always being gentle and after that everything's taken away by other's
I'm fed up with always being pushed away when I try to help someone
I'm fed up with always having anything and everyone I care about getting taken away
I'm fed up with always .........
and most importantly
I'm fed up with always praying to a God who never helps me when I pray to him, and not saving me from my life from becoming more of a fucked up mess...
I'm such an idiot ! Before my parents always teach me , you're a guy , you should be gentlement , something's that does not belong to you.. don't try get involve, you should earn it get it make it by your ownself!!
What the hell theory was that ? Until now i've lost alot things, the one I loved - gone! career that actually I can get promote - gone! Even my own life - gone! I seem like live for other's , I'm just not myself , am i ?
I've always felt that making others happy was a part of who I am, when see others smile, i'll smile too! But on other's view i'm just an idiot! should I be true to myself or make others happy? should i express my feeling freely ? This is a question that has bothered me for a long time, precisely.. because I don’t know how to answer it.
Well... I can’t even express my feelings to my friends, I always just keep it inside until i calm down or it just goes away. If something is bothering me, and my best friend asks me what is wrong I tell them thats nothing, because I scare will affect them!
Happiness… that is what I always say to someone on their birthday, wedding and other gracious day, that I wish them all the happiness in the world. But, will it be possible to have both happiness and emptiness inside yr heart? How to be able to always be happy… sometimes even that everything around me seems like hell, I always try to find the positive side, I am able to feel happy, but inside, I feel empty…
Actually.. Today I'm so depressed and hopeless, but i didn't tell anyone about what happen, i keep it .. keep it .. and express my feeling here! If someone there asks me :"Do you getting better after expressed it?" I'll answer :"Absolutely no! I just used to blogging when I'm moody.."
At last.. I hated life and no one even knew..
21th Birthday ~?
Recently somethings there are happy and some bad thing happened, happy is just felt actually some people's there really cares me alots... and sad because some dissapointed things too..
What a sad story, actually was planned my 21th birthday celebration at Hong Kong, but I've canceled my flight during few days ago, because somethings happen. Well.. I'm not going to mention it again, it definitely will affect my mood.
So how I celebrate my 21th birthday ? Things have not gone well so far this year and I am feeling fed up at the moment. It is only few days until my birthday and I am in no mood to celebrate anything. Every year so far celebrate bithday with my ex and friends. This year I say, screw it! enough. that's my birthday right ?My friends said "Chris, 21th birthday wor! Why not make a big party or going to club to celebrate birthday ? haha.. I never and don't like others make big party invite alot friends blabla. Well.. I just hope can celebrate my birthday with someone i loved~ That's all ! Honestly, This year I rather stay at home to passed my 21th birthday by alone, don't think to hang out.. buy a bottle of Chateau Guiraud wine and telling myself "happy birthday".
Life is full of disappointments.
2012 Trailer [HD]
Awesome! I want to watch it!!!
理想情人
聽到這首歌心中都會有一種很深很深的感觸
因為這首歌帶給我很多的回億
人家都說回憶是美好的...
還記得以前每天搭火車去學院時,手機里總是播著這首歌
百聽不厭,甜蜜的感覺在心里
每一天都在期待能快點到周末,因為能見到她
心跳加速,期待的時刻,甜蜜交織
某日當睡醒時,就發現一雙清澈的眼睛望著我,一個香吻送前來
“早安,真希望每天醒來時一睜開眼就能看到你!”
當時剛巧某處播著這首歌
望著對方,很多事情彼此都知道對方在想什么了
所以跟本不需用任何言語表達
甜蜜得完全像是在做夢一般
仿佛覺得世上所有的東西都不再重要
單純又真實的愛情,毫無保留的付出
不被任何物質影響,沒有虛假與欺騙
但現在的我對甜蜜這個字眼感覺非常陌生
對于愛情的態度是冷淡的
只把時間都專注在事業上
是我變得冷血了麼?
其實
感覺是一種很玄的東西,這世上誰也駕馭不了自己的感覺
所以等待是最好的方式,一切顺其自然
堅信某日會遇到我的“理想情人”
幸福會再次回到我身邊 =)
Drunk Night
Haha. Alkohol accompany me almost 3 years... I had never been drunk and puke before, and the opportunity came last night. I had 28 bottle's of beer and some lemonade. I drank 70% of the bottle's in like an hour and a half. (other 30% pub girls finish it) If combine with my friends i think over than 100 bottles! I just remember that it was no fun at all, i was just stumbling into the walls and talking to the dogs, WTF ? (never did). My friends and I oso kept puking. hahahahah, I keep shuffle in Pub, and also drunk dialed some ppl in my phone back asking for some toilet paper, no one answered really LOL!! How i drive to home? I really cant remember.. Just only remember after back home still continue puking, slept in toilet almost a hour only take bath and lying on bed! Crazy night !! Still remember those pub girls asks for my number i direct whole phone throw to her and called miss call by self. Luckily after that just received some caring message from them, nothing happen. Today wake up only relize that what the hell i'm doing ? If yest not so lucky kenal police block or else? I telling myself not again.. not again..
Well... even now oso still got a bad headache, goin have my brunch and continue rest =(
Jay Sean - Down
RADWIMPS - Me Me She [Eng Subs]
sayunara lo isshoni......
Great job and good translate.. luv this song so much. This song is definitely relatable to my situation :'(
Sunshine after the rain My Destop.. (Click it for enlarge)
I have realized in the last few months, in my blog all of that's sad news, I mostly don't post about negative things, but life's not always beautiful. But, I can't keep on thinking about this. I'm so tired of being depressed.. shed tears .. i hate being depressed! I am not a negative person all the time. Most of the time I am stable and happy - or at least in a good mood. What have i been doing with the last few years of my life? I have been thinking this very same thing over the last few weeks/months. Maybe i should re-plan my life.. my style.. my target and etc ~ I can't keep looking back because if I don't look ahead, I'm destined to crash and burn.
Recently.. someone appear in my life , and she's completely changed my life, I've really appreciate what she did, haha... actually she doesn't did anything special, just I have a very special feeling to her, don't get me wrong =P what i've mean just feeling like an angel hands pull me up and escaped from the hellgate, that's all~ Well , actually i'm the one easy fall to someone, specially who's really care on me. But this time I'll try to control myself not fall to anyone again, that's enough hurt... Erm.. actually that someone just broke up with her BF too, when I asks "a u okie?" She just smiled and said she was fine, I couldn't be convinced, but just keep silently and accompany her make sure she's ok =)
Yest just formet my laptop and home destop and upgrade to Windows 7! Wow, is a very complete operating system. I'm using it currently and I have to say it's most probably the best release of Microsoft so far. Windows 7 is fast, and has a great new user interface. I liked it YEAH~
It's time to let go Patience, kindness and how to live. Unconditional love and how to selflessly give....These are things you taught to me. When saw everything's about you now, that only pain me more. I've try betray my feeling in pretending to be your friend, but it gonna more worsy.. I'm so regret that before I never appreciate what you did to me, like every morning wake me up early even you in holiday.. presents you DIY to me and etc. I tried my best in winning back your heart but it didn't work, its make me so depressed. I try to drunk by myself, try escape from reality, hope can back to the sweet moment in dream.. But that's impossible... It's too late... I think It's time now to really let you go. Remember it is cause I love you so.. promise we not contact each other in future k ? It is time to let you go... Good Luck my dear! Thanks alot my dear friends, Thanks for keep cheer me up, Thanks for advise... Thank You. (Hope some1 my dear friend will c about it, cherish someone that be with you now, dont wait until lost it only regret.. =) If she doesn't love you what's the point. From Annabelle Chan Go enjoy yourself with your other friends, travel with friends or family, do extra work, meet alot of people and gradually you will forget her. From Suki Yin Thank You..
It's a path through life that many people came across.Most people thought they sufferred more than others,but everyone is the same...so just move on,you will see the dawn at the front end of the tunnel..
From Aeris
Go find someone that does, but dont be too hasty to find your next bo. Rebound relationships generally end up in even more tears. Celebrate what you had not what you lost.
Now go out have some fun, get some more friends, enjoy the thrill of the chase again!! Cheer...
Stay strong!!!
Yuko Ishida - Missin' u
Luv this song.. so smooth ~
Straightforward
I'm kind of fairly straightforward. Its made me some enemies but a lot of my friends appreciate my advice so much more because they know i'm honest. I'd much prefer to be honest than to smile and just tell someone wat i think they want to hear.
Sometimes i might word something badly on here and even though i still mean what i say it can come across a bit hars, the same as in real life, but those who know me know that i dont mean to be blunt but sometimes a certain situation or question or advice asked of me is needed, but i'll always do it with a soft tone.
Well.. being straight-forward is apparently the biggest crime of all. If you answer a straight Yes or No to a question and do not indulge in any explainations - Guess What? - You have offended the person questioning you!! I definitely not mean to say that one has to be rude while being straight-forward but hey~ it does save a lot of time if you are not sugar-coating every word coming out of your mouth, rite? Also, it leaves very little margin for anyone to twist and turn your words around to mean something else all together... I do not know why people always evoke thoughts of suffering and distress when they hear them.
Mostly, what people think does not bother me. What does bother me is how they think!
Shion Tsuji - Melody
Our Happiness ...
“走过的路,看岁月最清楚。”久久的凝视着这一句话。似乎,风沙无法带走漫长的黑夜,它只可以把漆黑的道路修成平整的弧度。似乎,星辰无法卸装任何委屈的泪光,它只需要把安静的月光铺洒成你爱走的路,亮在我看你的路旁。轰轰烈烈,谁在年轻的岁月里,没有夹杂着风的味道和雨的沧桑?风云变幻,谁在年轻的时候,没有一个人抗着风抗着雨孤独为爱流浪而后一个人负担所剩的快乐和忧伤?
一个人的错误始终不在于选择了什么,而在于选择了安稳。转身,没有守住谎言的脸。转身,遇见微笑的脸。转身,相信你许下的愿望。转身,没有去回首当初寂寞等待的荒凉。在外流浪经过了狂风暴雨,被伤得遍体伤痕累累,才发现原来起点原来是个绿茵茵的草地。之前的愚蠢与无知把一切美好的东西都给摧毁了,到现在只能回忆再回忆..
人生有很多事情很多结局都在下半场。在上半场里,我们去过很远很远的远方,我们在很远很远的旅途中曾经疲惫不堪,曾经黯然神伤,终于回到了原 点。然而,我们的爱还很固执,我们的青依然倔强,我们还有勇气继续走完下半场。虽然一切还很未知,虽然不信守诺言,虽然不知道爱最终的方向,但始终安静的告诉自 己:我们的幸福会在下半场。
I have been posting a meaningful article here, once you're experienced it.. you'll get deepest thoughts and feelings after c it ...
David Guetta ft. Akon - Sexy Bitch
Awesome!! 1 of my favarite song.. I love this song especially when the beat drops ... yeah ~!
Life Without Regrets...
Always remember one thing in your journey of life while finding it’s meaning,
The more time you waste dreading on the past by fantasying,
The more time you waste regretting the things you never began doing,
And will end up with even more regret as you waste time thinking,
Of things that could have began beginning,
If you had just got on and started doing!
人生不要有遗憾,不要给自己留下了什么遗憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭,该爱的时候就去爱,觉得对就去行动,无谓压抑自己...
人生有很多渴望,当渴望不能成为现实,就有了太多的无奈,生活就像一首诗一样,一首激情澎湃诗,人生就像一幅画,一幅色彩斑斓五彩缤纷的画,要用自己的双手去描绘最美的画卷,就是多彩的生活,一路风景走来,就是快乐就是幸福呀。我们所追求的生活就是快乐的。这是人生的一种情怀。不再迷茫中挣扎,走出自我,走自己的路,看脚下,走好每一步,面对现实,走好自己的路。就是人生的价值所在。
Traveling Alone
Traveling alone is a different and a unique experience. Am not against traveling wif family for a vacation but at the same time traveling alone has its own benefits too.
People who travel alone to different parts of the world have their own freedom in taking decisions about their travel trip. They need not worry about any controversial suggestions to their ideas and plans. It creates a peace of mind as there is no chance of arguing with anyone. Do travel alone to some of the best destinations around the world and feel the unique experience.
Fucking Job!!

Im so friggin sick of my job... and I sick of work at the moment and some of the people i work with!! Actually.... I don't hate it, I despise it!!
DONT BE FOOLED!! They're not humen.. gives stupid assignments doesn't even understand themselves then no matter how it is peformed it is WRONG and they say "U misunderstood."
When did something's well Superior wont say "good job!" , but do something's wrong then email or directly face 2 face scold you like a DOOOG!! Well... If I really did something's wrong.. fine! You scold!! But at least you can't scold me unreasonable!! I'm your "punching bag" ? When moody can tiu me whatever you like ? NO WAY FUCKING ASS HOLE !!
When I first got this job, I thought it was my dream job, then reality sent in. Im paid far too little and expected to do far too much. I work overtime CONSTANTLY n I work extremely long hours and do a fantastic job n then told that I dont do enough... WTF? Do you brain-damaged ? need me call some1 to get you in mental centre ???
N i damn hate that "chat hai zai" in my office, WOW!! You think who you're ? Get closed bit with superior then you can order me to do work ? You're just same position with me, same as a little shit here! 1 day you not get promote yet, you still can't order me!!
I cant wait until I can find a new better job and tell you and all the superior's in the place to kiss my fucking ass hole!!!
Life can be very depressing at times... I know I have been there. But there is a massive diff between feeling unhappy and suffering from depression. Western medicine loves to use "labels" for every type of illness. I noe i have been there too and so do people. We use labels all the time. Even down because of lose a game in facebook. Depression can become a habit same as being bored and unhappy. I remember my mum once saying when I used 2 say "Im so bored" then she would say being bored is only for boring people =.= Well.... I try and put together a list of 10 tips frm a conglomeration of sources about how to deal wif overcome depression. Do both of these things as they will help ~> 1. Think Positive. If you catch yourself having a lot of negative thoughts, “Talk BACK” to them by writing down balanced, realistic responses. Practice saying these to yourself instead. 2. When you feel that everyone else knows better than you, try to realize that the opposite is true, you know quite a bit more than other people on certain topics - and they know quite a bot more than you on others. When you have depression, you tend to feel that if you make one mistake or don’t know much about one particular subject, then you’re an absolute hopeless failure. That’s not the case. Your opinions and judgments hold as much water as anyone else’s. 3. Spotting. This is when you notice your symptoms of your mental illness and can recognize that you are not going insane, or the sky is not falling — you are just having symptoms. This all helps you to calm down and get a better perspective in how to handle daily activities (called “trivialities” in Recovery-speak) 4. Turn off the TV. Studies show that the time spent engaging with electronic media replace time that would otherwise be spent on social, intellectual, or athletic activities that protect against depression. (And get more sleep besides!) 5. Eat Fish. There are numerous studies about the effects of Omega 3, which is found in fish oils, and how it can act as a mood stabilizer. 6. Place yourself in a natural environment. 7. Smile. Forcing yourself to smile even when you don’t want to or feel like it can help tremendously. Research has shown that when your face is pulled into a smile, it makes you feel happier. 8. Patience. One of the worst things about depression can be the feeling that nothing will ever improve. Try to remember that no matter what happens, your situation now is unlikely to be the same in a year from now. Even though it sometimes happens very slowly, change always happens. That’s one of the best and worst things about life is that nothing ever stays the same, neither good nor bad so we have to make the most of the good times and ride out the bad. 9. Try to take it easy. Excess working and stress are major contributors to depressed feelings. Take a little time to yourself now and then to do what makes you happy and not worry for even 30 minutes about paying the bills and the rest of the world. 10. Reach out to others in need. Studies show depressed people tend to feel less sorry for themselves when they comfort others who suffer from grief and tragedy.Life is so Depressing...

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