Blogging while i working , when my superior not here .. keke =P
Sorry for losing few days , because i really damn tired during the last week , getting just 4-5 hours of sleep every day , some of my friends called me Panda King adi T.T
First i wanna say thank you sooo much for my friends d carin of me when i so down. Thanks very much for the support, care, idea, opinion, accompany!! life still have to go on, I will be strong!^^
Wow. The past day has been absolutely incredible ! But i don wish to share here n mention it anymore , just like a rubbish throw to trash can , completely forget it^^
By the way , all of you oso know bout Sichuan Earthquake , right ? Chinese officials have said that the death toll from the catastrophe has now risen to over 41,000. Over 230,000 people were injured ,and 5 Millions people who have lost their homes.So please donate and help the victims of the Sichuan earthquake! find your local charity to see how you can help. Here some pic's to share with u all -
Emptiness.
Is the only word i can think if to describe today.
Everythings feel like nothing , feeling so lost feeling so lonely.
I don't know why I have this kind of weird feeling , feelin she run out from our world slowly slowly .. when i wish to use my hand to pull her back , its too late.
I tried to do anythings i can do .. to save it , but still same. Far .. far far , what can i do ? our dream .. our target .. our plan .. promised all gone.
I feel like sit on the beach and watch my belouved was in the sea floating on the surface , slowly far ... far .... far away ...
If somebody got sell time machine , i will spend all of me to get it! Watever it just can use a time .. thats enought. just turn back to that day we hug together and promised we will belong together forever and ever.
Actually i got many choice , girls a pretty then her , gentle and soft then her got come to me , but i din accepted. Because i know im still love her , love her till so deep! watever friends around me said what , i oso never give up ! Anythings happen , just open a song loud loud , music can make me forget all those unhappy inccidents and only remember all those sweet moment in life.
Dear .. please come back to me ..
Errmm .. Omg ! rmb that guy were sleepin in office 1 ?
Haha .. today he fall sleep AGAIN ! lets see -->
well ... not clear ? zoom zoom ... 
haha .. like this he oso can sleep , so pro! =P
wow .. 10.30 adi , is time to go back jor , if nt later ... T_T
Well , i know i keep promising more frequent posts, and it doesn’t happen, but I’ve been busy ! Because recently i have take new project to do , need to complete 3 sites templetes in 5 days ! Thats y everydays face my pc till 3-4am only sleep T_T
I was tired, I was dragging, I was a zombie. I gave up tables to other servers, I didn’t focus on my tables, i forgot to ring things in ... or i need to find a good sleeping aid this weekend when I done all of it =).
Actually i totally hope that I can run away from everything .. everythings ....
I know that anything happens can with reasons or without reasons but I do not feel like living here and now. This make me terrifically unhappy, i hate city life !! I know that there is still people out thr like my friends that they care about me a lot but i amso sorry that maybe i will dissapoint you all and please forgive me. My sky is black, total black and its total darkness and I am scared to be here.
Specially in office , im feeling myself totally invisible!! Well .. all these things n problem i solve it .. but gained merit is other ppl ? What The Hell ? its damn darkness ! thts y now i totally gv up .. juz do my duty .. no more extra ! Nowdays i better take some projects from d Aus guys , help them to designed n host d website , like this at least i can improve myself n earn side $$ !
Ermm .. actually on this few days will buy a new high performance com , spec almost like this : Intel Core™2 Quad processors , 4GB ram , blue-ray room , NVIDIA GeForce 9600 GX2 and 22'samsung SyncMaster wide lcd. For some gamers sure jealous adi , haha .. but costs almost rm6k+ ler (keep bleeding) ... but no choice , i need it to done my job , somemore got ppl support me half .. keke =P
Ermm .. sorry for losing few days , because somethings happen on me , included quarrel with someone , office politics and blabla. Well if anythings bad happen on me , i just only laugh it away ^^ Because if keep think it only will become more and more unhappy , so i'll never dejected by bad luck and stayed optimistic. Laughter Is the best medicine ^.^
Btw .. i not so understand , why a gal , in a short period can change so much , she seem like another person. Yeah , no need to guess , she my gf ~ b4 1 year ago when i know her , she is a 100% good gf. she will listening and stop talking when im unhappy , after will gv some comments to me , no anythings hide on me , so care of me and blabla. But now she completely change adi , really change a lot ... Nowdays im no mood and sad all because of her. Maybe friends effected ? her parents problem ? or she really change to bad adi ? well i cant answer it cos i really donno. Some of my friends say "ppl change its normal 1 , how you know now she no care of u ? “珍惜眼前人，别在失去后才后悔”, any problems just solve it , don after lost her d only keep crying , its useless , buddy."
Ya , i argee . Actually , i never blame on her or else , just wish she will know whese's d problems. Dear ...
Holding your hand as I walk you through the whole of the world,
Carry away with that thing we were seeing the real sky,
Drown in my love with your secret gift you gave to me,
I was there as the spirit guides your precious soul.
So i'll wait tht day we belong together , never give up.
Love u .. dear ..
haha .. all of my friends sure know , jp songs is my favarite. So here i intro some jp nice songs :-
星のない世界 - aiko
Wind and Wander - I`ve Girls
虹 - Aqua Timez
星象仪 - 大塚爱
爱之旋律 - kokia
ユーフォリア - 牧野由依
My Generation - YUI
C.H.E.R.R.Y - YUI
Laugh Away - YUI
Diverge - mihimaru GT
明天的手 - 能登麻美子
all these songs can dl in "http://d.sogou.com/"
wow .. 1am somethings adi , its time to going bed lu , tomorrow still wan working ler , huhu ... k la , stop here , nite all ^^
Today raining heavy , damn cold in office ! luckily i wear formal suits , if wear t-shirt i sure freeze already. Same as yesterday , just do d same things in office , when done my job then just continue friendster , blogging .. blabla. haiz .. such a bored life , everyday repeat and repeat ~~
Just now i have read a paragraph in "the new york times" , now here share with you all.
In short, you are bored. What is to be done?
A. People who are bored need to create more challenges and find more meaning in their work lives. They need to find a way out of the feeling that “there’s nothing to do, they’re forced to do things they don’t want to do, or they don’t know what they want to do,” said John D. Eastwood, an associate psychology professor at York University in Toronto who has studied boredom.
do you argee ?!
well .. actually my job was no any challenges, everyday just click that same buttons , thats no any creative and imagine. Everyday after work just back home and watch tv then zZz. Never clubbing, shopping, nightlife, traveling, sports, and blabla. No any target in my life , everythings a careless for me ..
So .. somebody can tell me , what should/can i do now ?!
Well .. today is a chiling day , around 26-27c , such a cold day for malaysian , haha !
huhu .. normally everyday my "free clock" will call and wake me up , because if i set alarm , sure wont wake up , cos when i hear alarm ring ring .. i only will continue zzz >.<
but today my "free clock" wake me up earlier than usual , so when i see dat time so early , so just think "ceh , so early , sleep more a while 1st , keke". But its a trap !! bit when I woke up, i discover almost late for an hour !! huhu ... so today sure super duper late adi ! later my pretty + cutie hr sure call me "chris chris , come come , i give you a big beautiful letter". But please don mistake , that not offer letter , its warning letter ! T_T
but watever how rush , b4 i go working oso take a photo 1st , thats my usual practice .. haha -->
nice anot ? give some comments la , but i feel my hair too long adi , this weekend must go saloon to cut my hair adi. But if saloon .. donno y i prefer d guys help me to cut , specially dat gay gay type 1 , feelin they are more passionate.
Well .. actually today need OT ler .. so boring ler .. ermm .. psp games ler .. my favarite is "the worms" , have to played this game b4 ? such a old game .. but its fun ^^ 10pm already , is time to go back adi lu ! yahoo ~ !! but please don mistake , when i reach home not going to zzz ! only continue my games till midnight , some of my friends oso know , im "night ghost" ， never sleep early ! .. then morning sleep like pig , watever you bite beat bit kill smash me , i oso wont wake up , only will reply u 3 words "i wan ZZzzzzzzzzzzz" , muahaha ...
But ... tell u all a shock news !
My colleague has FALL SLEEP when on duty , haha ..
shhh .. don laugh don laugh .. later he wake up d .. 
anyway .. wish he sweet dream la , psp time ! muahaha
rainy day , today is a working day , damn so boring at office , plus my kunkun go travel d , nobody accompany me , so juz visited some japan travel website .
Japan, a country of islands, extends along the Pacific coast of Asia. When i primary school start wish to go there travel , because i really so like
all about Japanese , included jp music , jp drama , jp games , jp gals (keke) , Jp stories , Jp Food & Recipes and blabla . But i tried to budjet if travelling in Japan , at least need 10k plus plus.
10k. For some rich guy , 10k maybe juz a small amount , but if for me .. wow ... almost my half year salary n without any spending T_T
so .. tht was a DREAM ? my mum n my gf always told me , "working hard la , got a day u sure can realize ur dream !!"
So now i oso try my best to reach my dream !! yeah ~~
Working. if ppl asks me : how much u rate yourself on job , i will gv myself 90% , cos i really try my best , nvr lazy nvr skip problems on my job ..
but actually i damn hate under stress .. if somethings make me stress i'll try to skip skip skip jump jump jump , till cant skip anymore ... i will give up T_T
some1 say "working sure stress 1 lo , if without stress how come can improve yourself?"
so i answer them .. i'll TRY MY BEST ^^
well ..im Chris here , actually this is my 3rd blog , because b4 my blog were share wif my ex-gf , so now juz make a new blog for my private use.
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