My target ! My Future !
Well .. since i start working till now , i have completely ignore my study - programming and web design! actually i have to complete my certification early , but just because i need money money money , so only decide go working 1st.
2 years passed , now all of my friends have diploma holder d , im still stuck here. Yesterday have a conversation with my lovely sister on Melbourne , she have keep scold me why don wan continue my study , and keep wasting my times here.
Yes , actually i oso feel now im keep wasting my time , its time to continue my study. I have asks some of my best friends , they advice me .. better now self study for Basic Programming, or work on small companies to gain exprience 1st. After only take course for further study. Toilet paper (cert) its important , so should i apply course now or working while studying ?
So hard to make a decide now , if anyone have some comments bout it please leave here , thanks T.T
Back to Love
The last week i have seriously examine d problems , actually i need to change my forthright character ， because somethings before decide should think probaly , not just stupily make a wrong decision on an impulsive.
After a day broke up, We have back to relationship again, because feel cant without each other. She is a part of my life, when without her feel like so lost so lonely. Luckily just after a day she msg n tell me wish to have a chance for our relationship. I accepted d and tell her we need a period to calm down and restart again. Actually , our still love each other but just some small problem's always quarrel.
Love is not about 2 persons living the same life day in day out, love is about a common emotional ground where you share your love whispers, support and encouragement. Going out together is sweet, but too much of time together makes both of you stale.
Dear , i know you're busy bout ur coursework, ur family, ur friends. Everybody oso have their own life , dear so sorry recently im so unreasonable and negative conclusions, keep disturb bout your life and don care your feeling. Sorry sorry .. so sorry. From this moment, i'll to more understanding u and care of u dear.
Yes ! I love you kun , you have completed my life like no one before!
Break Up
Well .. do all of you know that heartache feeling ? I have tested it .. its so so suffer ! Yesterday 13 of June 2008 , finally break up with her. We belong together 1 year and 4 months already , its not a short period. She just give me a reason say she is no feeling with me already , just think she is selfish , our can be a best friend ! I have get shock n freeze there almost 10 mins d , because i cant believe she will say this to me. I never think she will say tht .. NEVER ! Well i don wan make a wild guesses got 3rd person or blabla , i just donno why she will say that to me ! WHY!!
If a person u deep love her suddenly tell u tht dialog without any preparation , hows u feel ? what will u do ? Nothing i can do .. really nothing i can do
1st time i pay out so much , 1st time so serious bout a relationship. Got a period because of call fees almost make me bankup , sometimes she need somethings i know if after i bought to her .. after half month everyday only can eat bread , but at last oso buy it d. I try planning our future , so thats y i so hard working n study ,because i know only way can give her happiness is getting rich. All of these i never tell her , because i think watever paid out how much how hard , sometimes would rather forsake my principles oso don wan make her sad , juz wish she feelin happy with me and think bout our glorious future its ok d. I really don care it , really not care everythings .. everythings.
But now she make me so dissapointed .. upset .. unhappy .. all because after she enter collage , personality have completely changed , before that she is a kindly and know to care of ppl feeling. But now .. recently to be so cool , everyday just say gud morning n gud night to me.
I really donno what happen to her , maybe too much assigment or friend effected , but at least tell me tht , then i'll understanding. But she keep silent .. what oso never tell me , everyday like robot , said d same things.
Well .. if last time i sure will try my best to save it , or give a period for us calm down , but now .. i give up ! i don wan hold a person din love me ..like a robot , continue like this its more worse for each other. So .. what can i do ? nothing i can do .. only i can do is just let her go n wish she can find her own sky.
well , somebody sure askin me , "why just broke up , u'll got mood write blog today ?" , actually .. i oso donno , maybe last night cried too much , the wound is healed d.
I need to thanks some of my friends , when u i unhappy and need ppl accompany that time , they all be here to comfort me , thank you so much. Specially is vinz , a guy who accompany me yamcha till morning , haha .. thanks so much , wish you and your gf will be fine too. ^^
At last , Kun , so sorry i cant change to be a friend with you , now that we are apart, we can only bless each other in our hearts. Now start i'll delete n throw all bout me and you, all of us just keep in memory. Sweet Memories. Wish next time you can find a another part better then me ..
take care dear , good bye my love.
I always think , if i had a time machine , what will i do ?
Hands down, definitely I will choose to return to the time when I was a little boy, probably at age 4 or 5. That’s when I had no worries at all in the world, and lived only to play and sleep and eat. No deadlines to meet and nobody bugging me on the completion date of tasks. No need to wake up early for meetings, dragging my weary self to work feeling like a zombie. No need to worry about car loans and feul increase. No need to make important decisions like which life insurance policy to take, or which unit trust fund to invest in. The most important is lot of people's will take care of me , just to be a lazy PIG. OH yeah!! Can it be true ? >.<
Well , just download and watched the movie "Enchanted" today. Actually its last year mv , but till now i only watch it (outdated uncle T.T). It's a romance happily ever after movie. Well, the movie comprises of scenes from famous classic fairytales like Snow White, Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. And of course there's McDreamy inside.. I mean Patrick Dempsey who acted in Grey's Anatomy as McDreamy aka Derek. Loved the chipmunk in the movie. Especially the part where he mimicked the witch and the princess. So cute!
Well , sorry for losing almost 2 weeks , because busy bout my job.
Hacker ! actually i damn hate hacker ! Why they like to hack in our private , hack in our business , hack in everythings ! Some of my friends private photo's has been hacked and forward to everyone. Izzit they have any benefit after hack it ? If they're so pro , better go hack bank or goverments , why keep hacking innocents ?
By the way what is happiness ? Happiness can mean different things to different people . Some people are rich; they think they are happy. Other people have many friends, so they feel happy. Still others are happy because their lives are meaningful. Happiness attracts everyone. For children, happiness often suggests eating something good or playin with toys. For a stamp collector, stamps bring more delight than meals. For me , i just wish my life will be as simple , path strewn with roses. Some people's do spend their whole life target just wish become rich, never enjoy anythings then say bubye adi. Life is short , i just wish everything's maintain and enjoy my life.^^
How can you contribute to your own formula for happiness?
Know yourself and what defines fulfillment in your life,
Identify your personal and professional goals,
Honor what inspires you, and
Recognize what supports your self-esteem and what you need to do to keep your relationships satisfying.
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