Happiness Chris

2011-01-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

2011-01-01T15:16:00.002+08:00

王藍茵-如果的事（吉他版）

2009-10-25T16:19:00.005+08:00

王藍茵-如果的事（吉他版）

''王藍茵''，好特別的名字

好像在哪裡聽過

沒錯! 她是范瑋琪''如果的事''的詞曲作者喔~!

真厲害，的確是位才女!

很柔情的一首歌，喜欢她柔柔的聲音

她的其他作品包裹"惡作劇,乘風,遇到" 都很棒呢!

覺得她的歌比較適合小女生聽，有種單純愛情的味道

聽了很舒服~!

No Promise - Shayne Ward

2009-10-20T04:45:00.002+08:00

No Promise - Shayne Ward

Wake up on 4.30am, what can do ? Usually i'll chat with friends but too bad weekdays all gonna sleep early .. so ? Youtube lo , best choice ever ~
There is a song like this which in fact reminds me of my past, before everytime when i'm moody, this song keep flowing in my minds~Best song ever ~

Fed up ..

2009-10-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

Untitled........

I'm fed up with always people's that I loved unintentionally hurting me
I'm fed up with always getting the blame for everything bad that happens
I'm fed up with always being "Just a friend"
I'm fed up with always being gentle and after that everything's taken away by other's
I'm fed up with always being pushed away when I try to help someone
I'm fed up with always having anything and everyone I care about getting taken away
I'm fed up with always .........

and most importantly

I'm fed up with always praying to a God who never helps me when I pray to him, and not saving me from my life from becoming more of a fucked up mess...
I'm such an idiot ! Before my parents always teach me , you're a guy , you should be gentlement , something's that does not belong to you.. don't try get involve, you should earn it get it make it by your ownself!!

What the hell theory was that ? Until now i've lost alot things, the one I loved - gone! career that actually I can get promote - gone! Even my own life - gone! I seem like live for other's , I'm just not myself , am i ?

I've always felt that making others happy was a part of who I am, when see others smile, i'll smile too! But on other's view i'm just an idiot! should I be true to myself or make others happy? should i express my feeling freely ? This is a question that has bothered me for a long time, precisely.. because I don’t know how to answer it.

Well... I can’t even express my feelings to my friends, I always just keep it inside until i calm down or it just goes away. If something is bothering me, and my best friend asks me what is wrong I tell them thats nothing, because I scare will affect them!

Happiness… that is what I always say to someone on their birthday, wedding and other gracious day, that I wish them all the happiness in the world. But, will it be possible to have both happiness and emptiness inside yr heart? How to be able to always be happy… sometimes even that everything around me seems like hell, I always try to find the positive side, I am able to feel happy, but inside, I feel empty…

Actually.. Today I'm so depressed and hopeless, but i didn't tell anyone about what happen, i keep it .. keep it .. and express my feeling here! If someone there asks me :"Do you getting better after expressed it?" I'll answer :"Absolutely no! I just used to blogging when I'm moody.."

At last.. I hated life and no one even knew..

21th Birthday ~?

2009-10-18T22:59:00.004+08:00

21th Birthday ~?

Recently somethings there are happy and some bad thing happened, happy is just felt actually some people's there really cares me alots... and sad because some dissapointed things too..
What a sad story, actually was planned my 21th birthday celebration at Hong Kong, but I've canceled my flight during few days ago, because somethings happen. Well.. I'm not going to mention it again, it definitely will affect my mood.

So how I celebrate my 21th birthday ? Things have not gone well so far this year and I am feeling fed up at the moment. It is only few days until my birthday and I am in no mood to celebrate anything. Every year so far celebrate bithday with my ex and friends. This year I say, screw it! enough. that's my birthday right ?My friends said "Chris, 21th birthday wor! Why not make a big party or going to club to celebrate birthday ? haha.. I never and don't like others make big party invite alot friends blabla. Well.. I just hope can celebrate my birthday with someone i loved~ That's all ! Honestly, This year I rather stay at home to passed my 21th birthday by alone, don't think to hang out.. buy a bottle of Chateau Guiraud wine and telling myself "happy birthday".

Life is full of disappointments.

'2012' Trailer HD

2009-10-17T16:43:00.001+08:00

2012 Trailer [HD]

Awesome! I want to watch it!!!

理想情人

2009-10-17T03:52:00.003+08:00

理想情人

聽到這首歌心中都會有一種很深很深的感觸
因為這首歌帶給我很多的回億
人家都說回憶是美好的...

第一次用鋼琴彈的歌，第一次感覺自己真正戀愛了的一首歌
還記得以前每天搭火車去學院時，手機里總是播著這首歌
百聽不厭，甜蜜的感覺在心里
每一天都在期待能快點到周末，因為能見到她
心跳加速，期待的時刻，甜蜜交織
某日當睡醒時，就發現一雙清澈的眼睛望著我，一個香吻送前來
“早安，真希望每天醒來時一睜開眼就能看到你！”
當時剛巧某處播著這首歌
望著對方，很多事情彼此都知道對方在想什么了
所以跟本不需用任何言語表達
甜蜜得完全像是在做夢一般
仿佛覺得世上所有的東西都不再重要
單純又真實的愛情，毫無保留的付出
不被任何物質影響，沒有虛假與欺騙

但現在的我對甜蜜這個字眼感覺非常陌生
對于愛情的態度是冷淡的
只把時間都專注在事業上
是我變得冷血了麼？
其實
感覺是一種很玄的東西，這世上誰也駕馭不了自己的感覺
所以等待是最好的方式，一切顺其自然
堅信某日會遇到我的“理想情人”
幸福會再次回到我身邊 =)

Drunk Night

2009-10-16T10:59:00.004+08:00

Drunk Night

Haha. Alkohol accompany me almost 3 years... I had never been drunk and puke before, and the opportunity came last night. I had 28 bottle's of beer and some lemonade. I drank 70% of the bottle's in like an hour and a half. (other 30% pub girls finish it) If combine with my friends i think over than 100 bottles! I just remember that it was no fun at all, i was just stumbling into the walls and talking to the dogs, WTF ? (never did). My friends and I oso kept puking. hahahahah, I keep shuffle in Pub, and also drunk dialed some ppl in my phone back asking for some toilet paper, no one answered really LOL!! How i drive to home? I really cant remember.. Just only remember after back home still continue puking, slept in toilet almost a hour only take bath and lying on bed! Crazy night !! Still remember those pub girls asks for my number i direct whole phone throw to her and called miss call by self. Luckily after that just received some caring message from them, nothing happen. Today wake up only relize that what the hell i'm doing ? If yest not so lucky kenal police block or else? I telling myself not again.. not again..

Well... even now oso still got a bad headache, goin have my brunch and continue rest =(

2009-10-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

Jay Sean - Down

RADWIMPS - Me Me She [Eng Subs]

2009-10-14T01:56:00.005+08:00

RADWIMPS - Me Me She [Eng Subs]

sayunara lo isshoni......

Great job and good translate.. luv this song so much. This song is definitely relatable to my situation :'(

Sunshine after rain

2009-10-12T23:17:00.006+08:00

Sunshine after the rain

I have realized in the last few months, in my blog all of that's sad news, I mostly don't post about negative things, but life's not always beautiful. But, I can't keep on thinking about this. I'm so tired of being depressed.. shed tears .. i hate being depressed! I am not a negative person all the time. Most of the time I am stable and happy - or at least in a good mood. What have i been doing with the last few years of my life? I have been thinking this very same thing over the last few weeks/months. Maybe i should re-plan my life.. my style.. my target and etc ~ I can't keep looking back because if I don't look ahead, I'm destined to crash and burn.

Recently.. someone appear in my life , and she's completely changed my life, I've really appreciate what she did, haha... actually she doesn't did anything special, just I have a very special feeling to her, don't get me wrong =P what i've mean just feeling like an angel hands pull me up and escaped from the hellgate, that's all~ Well , actually i'm the one easy fall to someone, specially who's really care on me. But this time I'll try to control myself not fall to anyone again, that's enough hurt... Erm.. actually that someone just broke up with her BF too, when I asks "a u okie?" She just smiled and said she was fine, I couldn't be convinced, but just keep silently and accompany her make sure she's ok =)

Yest just formet my laptop and home destop and upgrade to Windows 7! Wow, is a very complete operating system. I'm using it currently and I have to say it's most probably the best release of Microsoft so far. Windows 7 is fast, and has a great new user interface. I liked it YEAH~

My Destop.. (Click it for enlarge)

It's time to let go

2009-10-06T01:45:00.003+08:00

It's time to let go

Patience, kindness and how to live. Unconditional love and how to selflessly give....These are things you taught to me. When saw everything's about you now, that only pain me more. I've try betray my feeling in pretending to be your friend, but it gonna more worsy.. I'm so regret that before I never appreciate what you did to me, like every morning wake me up early even you in holiday.. presents you DIY to me and etc. I tried my best in winning back your heart but it didn't work, its make me so depressed. I try to drunk by myself, try escape from reality, hope can back to the sweet moment in dream.. But that's impossible... It's too late...

I think It's time now to really let you go. Remember it is cause I love you so.. promise we not contact each other in future k ? It is time to let you go... Good Luck my dear!

Thanks alot my dear friends, Thanks for keep cheer me up, Thanks for advise... Thank You. (Hope some1 my dear friend will c about it, cherish someone that be with you now, dont wait until lost it only regret.. =)

It's a path through life that many people came across.Most people thought they sufferred more than others,but everyone is the same...so just move on,you will see the dawn at the front end of the tunnel..

From Aeris

If she doesn't love you what's the point.

Go find someone that does, but dont be too hasty to find your next bo. Rebound relationships generally end up in even more tears. Celebrate what you had not what you lost.

Now go out have some fun, get some more friends, enjoy the thrill of the chase again!! Cheer...
From Annabelle Chan

Go enjoy yourself with your other friends, travel with friends or family, do extra work, meet alot of people and gradually you will forget her.
Stay strong!!!
From Suki Yin

Thank You..

2009-09-24T00:30:00.001+08:00

Yuko Ishida - Missin' u

Luv this song.. so smooth ~

2009-09-23T10:19:00.004+08:00

Straightforward

I'm kind of fairly straightforward. Its made me some enemies but a lot of my friends appreciate my advice so much more because they know i'm honest. I'd much prefer to be honest than to smile and just tell someone wat i think they want to hear.
Sometimes i might word something badly on here and even though i still mean what i say it can come across a bit hars, the same as in real life, but those who know me know that i dont mean to be blunt but sometimes a certain situation or question or advice asked of me is needed, but i'll always do it with a soft tone.
Well.. being straight-forward is apparently the biggest crime of all. If you answer a straight Yes or No to a question and do not indulge in any explainations - Guess What? - You have offended the person questioning you!! I definitely not mean to say that one has to be rude while being straight-forward but hey~ it does save a lot of time if you are not sugar-coating every word coming out of your mouth, rite? Also, it leaves very little margin for anyone to twist and turn your words around to mean something else all together... I do not know why people always evoke thoughts of suffering and distress when they hear them.

Mostly, what people think does not bother me. What does bother me is how they think!

2009-09-22T22:49:00.001+08:00

Shion Tsuji - Melody

2009-09-16T10:38:00.008+08:00

Our Happiness ...

“走过的路，看岁月最清楚。”久久的凝视着这一句话。似乎，风沙无法带走漫长的黑夜，它只可以把漆黑的道路修成平整的弧度。似乎，星辰无法卸装任何委屈的泪光，它只需要把安静的月光铺洒成你爱走的路，亮在我看你的路旁。轰轰烈烈，谁在年轻的岁月里，没有夹杂着风的味道和雨的沧桑？风云变幻，谁在年轻的时候，没有一个人抗着风抗着雨孤独为爱流浪而后一个人负担所剩的快乐和忧伤？

一个人的错误始终不在于选择了什么，而在于选择了安稳。转身，没有守住谎言的脸。转身，遇见微笑的脸。转身，相信你许下的愿望。转身，没有去回首当初寂寞等待的荒凉。在外流浪经过了狂风暴雨，被伤得遍体伤痕累累，才发现原来起点原来是个绿茵茵的草地。之前的愚蠢与无知把一切美好的东西都给摧毁了，到现在只能回忆再回忆..

人生有很多事情很多结局都在下半场。在上半场里，我们去过很远很远的远方，我们在很远很远的旅途中曾经疲惫不堪，曾经黯然神伤，终于回到了原点。然而，我们的爱还很固执，我们的青依然倔强，我们还有勇气继续走完下半场。虽然一切还很未知，虽然不信守诺言，虽然不知道爱最终的方向，但始终安静的告诉自己：我们的幸福会在下半场。

I have been posting a meaningful article here, once you're experienced it.. you'll get deepest thoughts and feelings after c it ...

2009-09-13T18:18:00.005+08:00

David Guetta ft. Akon - Sexy Bitch

Awesome!! 1 of my favarite song.. I love this song especially when the beat drops ... yeah ~!

2009-09-11T02:31:00.004+08:00

Life Without Regrets...

Always remember one thing in your journey of life while finding it’s meaning,
The more time you waste dreading on the past by fantasying,
The more time you waste regretting the things you never began doing,
And will end up with even more regret as you waste time thinking,
Of things that could have began beginning,
If you had just got on and started doing!

人生不要有遗憾，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，觉得对就去行动，无谓压抑自己...
人生有很多渴望，当渴望不能成为现实，就有了太多的无奈，生活就像一首诗一样，一首激情澎湃诗，人生就像一幅画，一幅色彩斑斓五彩缤纷的画，要用自己的双手去描绘最美的画卷，就是多彩的生活，一路风景走来，就是快乐就是幸福呀。我们所追求的生活就是快乐的。这是人生的一种情怀。不再迷茫中挣扎，走出自我，走自己的路，看脚下，走好每一步，面对现实，走好自己的路。就是人生的价值所在。

2009-09-02T03:08:00.001+08:00

Traveling Alone

Traveling alone is a different and a unique experience. Am not against traveling wif family for a vacation but at the same time traveling alone has its own benefits too.

People who travel alone to different parts of the world have their own freedom in taking decisions about their travel trip. They need not worry about any controversial suggestions to their ideas and plans. It creates a peace of mind as there is no chance of arguing with anyone. Do travel alone to some of the best destinations around the world and feel the unique experience.

2009-09-01T18:33:00.006+08:00

Fucking Job!!

Im so friggin sick of my job... and I sick of work at the moment and some of the people i work with!! Actually.... I don't hate it, I despise it!!
DONT BE FOOLED!! They're not humen.. gives stupid assignments doesn't even understand themselves then no matter how it is peformed it is WRONG and they say "U misunderstood."
When did something's well Superior wont say "good job!" , but do something's wrong then email or directly face 2 face scold you like a DOOOG!! Well... If I really did something's wrong.. fine! You scold!! But at least you can't scold me unreasonable!! I'm your "punching bag" ? When moody can tiu me whatever you like ? NO WAY FUCKING ASS HOLE !!
When I first got this job, I thought it was my dream job, then reality sent in. Im paid far too little and expected to do far too much. I work overtime CONSTANTLY n I work extremely long hours and do a fantastic job n then told that I dont do enough... WTF? Do you brain-damaged ? need me call some1 to get you in mental centre ???

N i damn hate that "chat hai zai" in my office, WOW!! You think who you're ? Get closed bit with superior then you can order me to do work ? You're just same position with me, same as a little shit here! 1 day you not get promote yet, you still can't order me!!

I cant wait until I can find a new better job and tell you and all the superior's in the place to kiss my fucking ass hole!!!

2009-08-27T12:16:00.008+08:00

Life is so Depressing...

Life can be very depressing at times... I know I have been there. But there is a massive diff between feeling unhappy and suffering from depression. Western medicine loves to use "labels" for every type of illness. I noe i have been there too and so do people. We use labels all the time. Even down because of lose a game in facebook. Depression can become a habit same as being bored and unhappy. I remember my mum once saying when I used 2 say "Im so bored" then she would say being bored is only for boring people =.=

Well.... I try and put together a list of 10 tips frm a conglomeration of sources about how to deal wif overcome depression. Do both of these things as they will help ~>

1. Think Positive. If you catch yourself having a lot of negative thoughts, “Talk BACK” to them by writing down balanced, realistic responses. Practice saying these to yourself instead.

2. When you feel that everyone else knows better than you, try to realize that the opposite is true, you know quite a bit more than other people on certain topics - and they know quite a bot more than you on others. When you have depression, you tend to feel that if you make one mistake or don’t know much about one particular subject, then you’re an absolute hopeless failure. That’s not the case. Your opinions and judgments hold as much water as anyone else’s.

3. Spotting. This is when you notice your symptoms of your mental illness and can recognize that you are not going insane, or the sky is not falling — you are just having symptoms. This all helps you to calm down and get a better perspective in how to handle daily activities (called “trivialities” in Recovery-speak)

4. Turn off the TV. Studies show that the time spent engaging with electronic media replace time that would otherwise be spent on social, intellectual, or athletic activities that protect against depression. (And get more sleep besides!)

5. Eat Fish. There are numerous studies about the effects of Omega 3, which is found in fish oils, and how it can act as a mood stabilizer.

6. Place yourself in a natural environment.

7. Smile. Forcing yourself to smile even when you don’t want to or feel like it can help tremendously. Research has shown that when your face is pulled into a smile, it makes you feel happier.

8. Patience. One of the worst things about depression can be the feeling that nothing will ever improve. Try to remember that no matter what happens, your situation now is unlikely to be the same in a year from now. Even though it sometimes happens very slowly, change always happens. That’s one of the best and worst things about life is that nothing ever stays the same, neither good nor bad so we have to make the most of the good times and ride out the bad.

9. Try to take it easy. Excess working and stress are major contributors to depressed feelings. Take a little time to yourself now and then to do what makes you happy and not worry for even 30 minutes about paying the bills and the rest of the world.

10. Reach out to others in need. Studies show depressed people tend to feel less sorry for themselves when they comfort others who suffer from grief and tragedy.

2009-08-26T03:20:00.003+08:00

Nostalgic because of old memories

I don’t know if I’ve ever been as horrified or disgusted at myself as I am right now. Im going to go find a deep, dark hole 2 crawl into. I dont really know how I wound up here, but here I am... alone and awake in the post-3am for the first time in many months...

I was just reading someone's blog and starting thinking about my own life.

Just like an alarm, memories fleeting in my mind against! Already 2 years, what for still cant let go ? Currently I gt everything's b4 i dream for... why I still keep feeling depressed ? Without her I cant live ? I wonder to know... really..

2009-08-24T16:33:00.002+08:00

H1N1 ViruS ~

Malaysians will always have this attitude of complacency or I prefer to call it the ‘talak apa hal punya’ (don’t care) attitude.
We don’t need higher H1N1 death toll to start caring for our loved ones and ourselves. Keep wash your hands and wear the mask for protection - DONT LAUGH at people who wear mask.. They are protecting themselves from you or they could be protecting you against themselves who might be ill.
“Prevention is better than cure”

Several people in my off have recently been sick. One person now has a confirmed H1N1 diagnosis. I was sick two weeks ago and did not even suspect it was H1N1. I still somewat doubt that it was, but is thr any way to test retroactively whether I had it ?? Scare...

2009-08-12T11:46:00.003+08:00

My Single Life : Feels like summer

I’ve been single for like 2 years now, i cant say ive never missed having some1 to get mushy and sweet with but really, there is more to life than pouring and staying over some that you know would never work out.

Life really a matter of choices, by letting go and moving on... u open yourself up to new opportunities and possibilities. Currently, i'm try taking time to enjoy the things that i hv not done while in relationship. Traveling and going to nice places gives that wonderful feeling to one’s soul, and one added bonus to this is the new people you meet along the way ;)

One site about my favorite place is island, aha! Perhentian ? Redang ? Yuu.. Well.. i’ve recently realize that there a alot solo traveler like me out there. you can meet a lot of new faces, you meet a lot of new friends.. the possibilities are endless! ^.^

2009-08-06T16:09:00.004+08:00

New Target New Goal

When c people die, I always wonder if I am really living…or am I just going through the motions…getting up, going to work, coming home and sleeping. Someone once told me if we worried about the future, we are already dead. It is important to be alive. I remember Paulo wrote in his book tht "only the crazy people are truly living: the rest of us are just confined to boxes and are afraid to live"

Life is not about how much money you have…what job pos you have or about real estate…at the end is about who you loved and who loved you! Life is short, i think i should start to set a new goal of my life, start to feeling more alive, stop worrying bout the future and start living in the present day!

I'm tired bout everyday working.. OT.. even on weekend! So.. 1st, plan take few days annual leave to go somewhere travel, any nice place intro ? huhu... everywhere H1N1.. scare! dammit!

2009-08-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

RIP My Friend......

Yest, I received some terrible news. A friend of mine passed away bcos car accident. I have not had a lot of experience wif death. This is the first time a close friend has died. I was at a loss for words. I guess it was because she was so young and so full of life. I think i'm sad that she did not get 2 live those plans. I kept playing back in my head our things.. She always seemed happy and positive.. B4 i get into relationship problem, she always beside accompany me, cheer me up or trying me to see things from a different perspective! she always made me feel so happy and laughed with stupidities~ Why so cruel Why so unfair!! Some asshole can live so long life but a good person like her then...! About her bright future her dream ... all GONE!

Recently i really busy bout my job, because a new game lauched, i have no time to attend her funeral at J.B, haiz.. RIP my dearest friend, Love u.. now and forever.. and u're always in my mind .. always!!

My friends.. Life is fragile, must appreciate wat we have now, n Life is not all about work

“做人不要有遗憾，人生短短几十年，想做什么就去做”Do the things that you love to do, says the words you are longing to say, don’t wait…we never know when the faithful day will strike…

2009-07-30T14:57:00.003+08:00

Overtime

Ok, maybe not woohoo... that's so not the word I was looking for. Since on last week i keep work overtime. For one, I was already damn chicken tired. My jie told me "aiyuu pity little Chris, work hard but health more important!" Hey, that's necessary to came back overtime lo, if not I rather lying on my sweet bed!! TIRED... like someone or something was like sitting on my shoulder all day long. So..

I woke up on Thursday morning, my shoulders weighing a ton. I wanted to kill myself, no kidding. I was having stomachache too. While waiting for the hot water for my milo, I just laid down on the sofa with head tilted to one side like a dead man, slouching backward on the sofa. Finished making the milo, grabbed the half loaf of bread and dragged my feet upstairs to my room. Later, drank the whole cup and 3 slices of bread before I go office. *cough cough*

I’m tired and exhausted.

HEHE...Some signs that you may be TOO OBSESSED with work.

1. You think about work - when you’re in the gym, Before you go to sleep. Basically, everywhere you go.

2. You missed the traffic light cause no car’s behind you to honk at you to move.

3. You somehow dream about work. To a point you actually dreamed about the solution to that problem.

2009-07-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

回忆永远是美好的麽?

回忆不一定都是美好的、只是人们不愿意想起那些痛苦的回忆、还有就是不愿意面对现实，所以才选择去回忆美好的时空、让自己感到幸福而已，现实有时候、很残酷、让人无法面对

其实很多东西再我们当时觉得好痛苦，不堪忍受。甚至因为这些而性情大变，生活扰乱。。可是，慢慢的，我们会想开，会理解，会知道当时我们应该怎么想，从什么角度想是好的，很多东西都是过去后会得到最好的解决。而回忆呢永远定格在最美好的那个时刻...

夜！又悄悄的降临了...

刚才无端端手多去enter她的facebook，然后又忍不住去看埋她的blog~虽然隔了一年多，但一群回忆又涌了上来，奇怪的是那些全都是以前美好的回忆，仿佛这所有最美丽的时光才刚刚发生酱！其实我记性很差的，也很善忘..认识我的朋友们都知道，有什么一定要一直提醒我！但唯有跟她一起过的每一个时刻都深烙在脑海里，忘掉？没可能的事吧...

平凡的生活都已过了一整年了，平淡而宁静的生活，忙率工作.. weekend就跟朋友去喝酒喝茶看戏等，平凡到不能平凡了... 这种日子是我想要的麽？也许吧...

曾有某几个女生进过我的世界，但都被我拒绝了... 我坦白的对她们说...我只想单身。也许现在的我只需要友谊..只希望有一大群朋友在身边就满足了,也或许我的世界里永远只能装一个人..无论隔了多久...太多或许了吧，懒惰去猜测...就这样平凡一个人的过吧...已习惯了，不要再想什么了..
也后悔曾经因为自己的幼稚和无知而破毁了一段美好的爱情，算了吧..现在长大了成熟了..过去就当作是经验，“过了就让它过去..人总要向前看”..这是我时常告诉自己的...

也许..某年某日看见你在别人的怀抱中，露出幸福的笑容时...我也会在旁淡淡的一笑，心里祝福你能幸福 :)

Well..都是别想了，专心为自己的前途铺路吧..做个有钱的失意人总好过做个穷的失意人，呵呵

melodies of life

2009-07-29T10:31:00.005+08:00

melodies of life

Listen to the song "melodies of life",i'm inspired to write something. Yea something short... to be specific. Why didn't i take more photos in my happiness childhood? i asked myself. If there must be a reason to regret in life, forgetting how yourself looked like in the childhood should really be in the list. I mean if you ask a person to describe how he/she look like? he probably can answer u (even if he forgot,he can always refer back to a mirror)but...what if the question goes this way"can you describe how did you look like last time,maybe in your childhood?"the answer you might get"err...eee""siao a why suddenly ask.""i didn't change much actually, i look exactly like last time, except for the height. =P
"Don't you think this kinda crap is unacceptable? Maybe i should tell my children to take more photos next time. (if got) XD

做多错多，不做不错

2009-07-28T17:39:00.005+08:00

This Post i'll using Chinese...

最近发生了一些事弄到我很不开心！正所谓“做多错多，不做不错”，为什么我总是不了解这个theory呢？看到一些人懒懒散散的人反而会得到promote,自己做那么多却只给人插！做得好不是你的成绩,是主管领导的政绩,做得不好是你的责任! 各位打工的，认同麽？厌倦同事的争功夺利麽等等，但有得选麽？除非你是老板或明天中了张彩票，如不是都要帮人打工...

看到了一篇统计文章，蛮有意思的：

想寫呢個理論好耐，可惜改唔到名。唔清楚呢種現象係唔係只出現於香港，但卻能解釋點解啲大公司裏既員工會越續漸喪失其競爭力。
每一年既人事變化大約如此：
1. 由於系統化。每年 review ，不論員工博命與否，人工增減幅度分別不多於 10% 。結果博命員工，走。
2. 轉工，人工加 20% 。留低，人工加 3% 。凡有能力轉工者，走。
3. 勇於表現自我者，及勇於說話者，就算唔得罪老闆，都會得罪老闆個老闆，或老闆個老闆個老闆。結果，走。
4. 由於多做多錯，少做少錯，唔做唔錯既宗旨。多做事員工注定冇運行，走。
5. 公司越大，越系統化，分工越細。只要求專，不要求廣。視野廣闊者，走。
6. 恃著大公司名聲，聘請時人工往往低於市價。如僥幸請到有能之仕，亦代表該人與市場脫折。
結論：假以時日，大公司留低既員工，就只留低不博命，沒有能力轉工，不敢說話，不做事，視野狹窄及與市場脫折。

功劳给人抢完，撞板后就自己承担，所以说..有能力者，走！公司越大越规律化，还有给你发挥的余地麽？答案：没有！趁年轻，学多点东西，不要浪费自己的光阴！正所谓“做人不要有遗憾，想做就去做”，决定了？还等什么？就去做吧！

Back Into Blogging

2009-07-28T17:23:00.004+08:00

I'm BACK !!!

Finally back into blogging! After a few months break, this blog is back! ! Well.. i think some of my friends already forget about my blog, great! Currently i oso hope to keep a low profile as trying not to attract attention. Better no1 see, here's a place for express my feelings! :)

Stupid Virus

2009-01-12T16:58:00.010+08:00

Stupid Virus

So sad !! Again my PC is infected wth virus I tried NOD & Kaspersky it got installed but it cannot run virus has done somthing wrong i guess..process explorer, ccleaner etc also cannot run..MP classic,etc i guess this 2 be sality but last time i removed it using Kaspersky 2009 but this time i couldn't do it...which antivirus should i choose "since notepad was runnin in bacgroun i even deleted notepad. i tried to download latest version of NOD but it asked for password username etc... suggest me a good antivirus.....
What can i do just try recover my losing file after formet c drive, and here to intro a very useful software for recover files :

Recuva (pronounced "recover") is a freeware Windows utility to restore files that have been accidentally deleted from your computer. This includes files emptied from the Recycle bin as well as images and other files that have been deleted by user error from digital camera memory cards or MP3 players. It will even bring back files that have been deleted by bugs, crashes and viruses! Official Website : http://www.recuva.com/

Well .. today b4 go work impulsiveness to take some photos .. wahaha , not bad wat! finally i found a nice angle and chit chak! cos ive almost half month din take any photos , maybe recently feel self too panda already (cos stg make me sleeplessness) , so seldom take picture. So .. here to share with yours .. quite ugly .. dn laugh me (so scare, because i just laugh some1 bob hair .. hehe) and please give some comments too ^^

Depressed

2009-01-08T01:06:00.011+08:00

Depressed

When I was laying in bed i broke down into tears then i started to feel pain in my whole body and everything felt like it was going really slow. Actually since yest start i get a serious stomachaches and headache, after c doctor asks me recently izzit always havin meals @ mamak, well ya im mamak regular customer whats wrong?? "mamak foods dirty la boy, if can just avoid it la!" Damn because tht i'm become toilet "heavy user", almost 5-6 times per day!
Actually i was sleep early on 10.30pm++ , but too bad around 12am something because stomachache again then get up and cant sleep back anymore, so what can do? for me except on9 i cant think any other things to do >.<
Well.. after i sign-in msn some1 told me somethings very very hurt, i was turn to bad mood instantly, particularly bad mood!! I hate it!! My bad memories... aways haunts me back! Ive been slowly dragged along a razors edge. Tryin to clear my head, its all over now .. over adi..
Fine...
People's said try throwing in some dance music and dance at night. I did that for a while and it really helped. Also, get a theme song for those nights when feel down in the dumps.. that's work! It's become my "things could get better just maybe" song.
Here to intro a song.. quite suit for my current mood!

Hinder – Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

暧昧?爱情?

2008-12-31T11:20:00.001+08:00

暧昧?爱情?

据说现在很流行暧昧,朋友的事例太多:
你们认识很久,他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时,你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待,就连做梦都会笑出来,可是他就是什么也不说,你对自己说等等再等等,直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影,你震惊"不是...这是....我是.....?"
在朋友眼里你们很登对,每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷,你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖,他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发,朋友关于你们之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方.就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳,他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误会.你呆住了"误会?那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....?"
伤心吗?难过吗?痛苦吗?只是,只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？
这是个暧昧横行的年代,感情出现的第三个种类,比友情深比爱情浅游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧,是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战,谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复.是谁把简单复杂化
其实说穿了
暧昧,是可以推脱责任的游戏,没有承诺就无需负责;
暧昧,是勇敢者的游戏,无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如;
如果你没有铁石铸就的心肠做软胃甲,那么你就别拿暧昧当爱情...
暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。
暧昧是，你会常常在QQ等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。
暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。
暧昧是, 有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。
暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。
暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。
暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。
暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。
暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。
暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。
暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。
暧昧是, 为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。
暧昧是, 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。
暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。
暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。
暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。
暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？
暧昧是，每天大家都会聊QQ，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。
暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。
暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。
暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。
暧昧, 是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。
门--永远不是终点站

爱情是付出还是拥有?爱情到底是什么?

2008-12-27T13:57:00.013+08:00

爱情是付出还是拥有?爱情到底是什么?

我们深情地诉说着爱的时候，心里其实也很迷茫：爱，到底是什么，怎样才算是爱？爱看似很复杂，其实也挺简单。
爱是分享。无论遇到什么好的事，总是会第一个想到对方：好的东西，想给她准备一份；好的心情想去感染她。有的人总要在寂寞的时候，才会想起需要陪伴，在自己过得好的时候，却已然忘记了对方的存在。这样的爱只是无聊时的一种寄托，说再多的山盟海誓也是空中楼阁。走过了也只会留下一些模糊的影子，有时更像不曾经历过的一种幻觉。
爱是快乐。无论什么时候想起她心里总会有甜蜜的感觉掠过，会无故地傻笑。倘若想起时只有怨恨，看不到任何优点，却有数不完的缺点，这种爱是表面的、肤浅的。爱有一种神奇的力量，会让缺点变成一种可爱，爱一个人就是包容。有句歌词不是说：这就是爱说也说不清楚。在你未爱上一个人之前，也许对自己的那一半有许多的要求，但是哪天爱情突然来了，自己喜欢的那个人与自己最初的定位更本就不同，说不清楚为什么，聪明的人就把‘缘分’这两个字从字典里搬了出来，缘来如此，注定这辈子会相遇。因为有了爱，这个世界到处都是水晶般的快乐。日子从此变得不同，觉得自己在这个世界里还是有一定的重量。有人时刻想着自己，关心自己，又有什么理由不快乐？
爱是放在心上。不论是独处还是人群里，她总是你目光的焦点。尤其在朋友聚会的时候，不能只顾着自己的快乐，丢给她无边的忧伤与寂寞。在人群里，是很容易感情低落。人一旦伤感起来就会有许多悲观的想法，觉得爱情说得太美，现实却让人失望，本来相处好好的，就因为一次聚会彼此伤害，次数多了，曾经再好的感情也会走到崩溃的边缘，用挽留的时间珍惜拥有不更好？
爱是在乎。把她的话放在心上，也许只是一件小事，但是因为爱情就变得很有分量，如果连一件小事都不愿为你做的话，还能奢望她为你付出很多？男孩子很敏感，很注重细节。其实平凡人的幸福是由一个个细节积累起来的，人的一生中毕竟没有几件轰轰烈烈的大事，那些惊天动地的浪漫传说，毕竟是虚幻的，现实的天空里没有它生长的条件。在她需要你的时候，一定要在她的身旁，即使有时不能为他分担什么，但是至少让她觉得这个世界上还有你陪伴她，再冷的冬天，因为有你，也会感觉到温暖。有的人口口声声说对另外一个人的关心只是普通的喜欢，却会在寒冷的冬天及时给她送上一条围巾或是手套，却不给自己说真的喜欢的人一个惊喜，说这是因为不知道送什么东西好。其实对于礼物，谁又真的在乎它的厚与薄，只是在意那份真心，无论送的是什么，都是她想送给自己的。况且两个经常在一起的人，对方最想要的是什么当然会知道，给她一份意外的惊喜，那是多么美丽的一件事。
爱是可以让她感觉得到。有的人以为甜言蜜语就是对爱的表达，以为说出来就可以，做不做得到是另外一回事。其实，真爱不是用语言就可以表达出来的，而是要用你的形动证明你爱她，让她感觉得到你的爱。雾里看花、水中望月的朦胧的确很美，但是也许会因此错失一生的最爱，给自己的生命里留下永远的遗憾。
爱是理解。当两个人有点小问题的时候，别只顾着想是对方莫名其妙，怎么不好了。事出是有因的，没有一个人会无缘无故生气，当她对你抱怨或者沉默不语的时候，应该想想是自己什么地方错了，而不是放大对方的缺点而模糊她的优点。她好是好，但是~~~一个转折轻易地就否认了一个人。相爱简单，相处却是一门艺术。爱一个人就要让她明白她对你很重要，只有理解对方的心情，有矛盾时想想他的好，所有的矛盾才会烟消云散。
爱是一种负责。有的人突然一天觉得自己厌倦了，就丢下一就句：对不起，我没有感觉了。再也不管他是否伤心难过。那是很不负责任的一种借口。相爱的人没有不希望可以一辈子，除非逼不得已分开。这个世界的人很多，但是能够让自己爱上或爱上自己的人实在是太少了，当然彼此相爱的机率就更小了。都说遇到一个自己喜欢的人都要在佛前求上几千年，为什么就要选择轻易地放弃，下一个就会更好吗？不停的放弃，一辈子也遇不到可以一生相守的人。爱情的确很重要，但是毕竟它也只是人生中的一部份，而且不停地放弃，看着曾经天天相伴的人痛苦就真的会过得开心吗？爱，需要用心去经营。爱不是从树旁掠过的一阵风，它要像南方人习惯白米饭一样去习惯一个人。见异思迁，总是伤害别人的人最后受伤的还是自己。
爱是一种付出，但并不一定要拥有。或许有很多人都有这样的认为：既然付出了爱情，就该得到回报。也就是要拥有对方。但并不是每个人所爱的人都会爱自己。不是吗？对于我所爱的人，可能她会不爱我，但我会从心底祝福她幸福每一天，默默在旁陪伴着她和为他付出，仅此而已，我不会报怨自己的付出没有回报。
爱是懂她、关心她；愿意为她付出，觉得对她付出是一种快乐；爱是能看到她快乐就够了，不一定要拥有他~~

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Christmas eve

2008-12-27T13:10:00.003+08:00

Christmas Eve

Well well.. this few days quite busy and no time to on9 update blog , will today only can rest and layin here become a pig on9.
All these years, i've been out oversea to passed my Xmas. Only this year, its slightly different.. i went to 1u and Curve with Winnie, thats most unforgettable Christmas for me.
On 24 of Dec around 3pm stg we was arrived 1u and shopping around there, we decided to watch a movie of my choice which is Jim Carrey "Yes man". Well the movie was quite funny and meaninful, we should say yes to everything and affairs! haha.. so after movie around 9.30pm something adi, so we head to Curve and planned have dinner there. Unluckily was we traffic jam about one and half hours from 1u to Curve, i think if walk to 1u oso not take so long time.. haha , cos everybody was gonna 2 countdown too~~
After i park my car @ Cineleisure already 11pm, at the square lot of ppl open spray war there and both of us become "victim"! Well when its 12am... everybody was screaming and spraying around lolz.. and we just look around see-ing people spraying each other...how nice right?? ha... anyway... still..cough and cough again...but ... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

arrgghh ...picture here! look quite ugly and stupid... haha ...

Goin Crazy

2008-12-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

Goin Crazy - Natalie

This is probably my favorite song, its the way i feel about someone even thought I get sad when I listen to it, few years ago until now, im still everyday listen it and never get bored. This song makes me Cry so much when b4 i read it totally reminds me of my ex.
Who wouldn't love this song when it comes to loving some one special every one has the one special person and this is the song to dedicate to that special person!

My Great Company, Great People, Excellent Concept! (exact opposite）

2008-11-28T12:58:00.003+08:00

My Great Company, Great People, Excellent Concept!!

Well.. actually what i wrote here all exact opposite with title! Do you guys ever see a company can gaming when during working hours ? I mean not tht short few mins or few hours, thats whole day since 9.30pm they come office play till 7.30pm non-stop!! Wow .. just like you come here play games and can gain $$ ! Plus u're no need pay any fees like go cyber cafe Rm2 per hour! Yeah! That's izzit all people's dream of ? What a you waiting for .. fast come here to interview! =.=
I never saw a company such like this, all lazy fellow NEVER do that job's in their hand, just shirk responsibility and shift the blame onto others!! That's what i mean by "Great People"! Just now just get scold by superior, he told me he don like what im wrote in msn --> "fed up!". Well.. if u really don like to c this then pls keep your subordinates in gud status, not everyday just know playing games there and shirk responsibility! Always take leave and late to work, some can take almost half month leave! all lazy shit! But they're soo lucky NeVeR receive any warning letter 1 wor.. izzit all bakat already? That's totally so unfair for other stuffs! Izzit we oso can always late always take leave without reason like them? That's necessary? haha..
I'm feel so stress and tired working here! Current looking for good offer .. i gonna leave! Escape from this hell !

Nightmare

2008-11-27T11:40:00.003+08:00

Nightmare

Yesterday nite.. i woke up with a start at 3 AM breathin rapidly and sweating hard! I'd just seen a nightmare which could compare with the horror flick "silent hill". Whole ghost town just left me alone, i keep shout but nobody answer me! Now i dont normally get nightmares.. infact, the last one i remember was few months ago.. but yesterday night, there was something different, it was too real.. too vivid! Here’s how it went..
Im finally awake and it was just a bad dream! there’s no blood.. and everyone is alive!! I keep holding my phone with a shaking hands, the 1st person i think is her (sry, bcos not so appropriate to show her name here). I don know why i'll have this weird feeling, rencently im felt so mixed-up and confused.. till last night i only notice actually what's my exactly feeling what's im thinking currently! I know keep like this in future i'll unconsciously fall to her, thats totally out of my control! When you meet some1 have up to 90% similar with wats yr dream of, and current she is the only one so care of you nw, i think you oso will same with me.
I keep hold my phone .. i hope to call her msg her tell her my feeling.. im so scare now!! But at last i just send out a blank message.U guys maybe will think why chris're so timid, just a simple msg wat! Yes, i admit! im just a jackass! I never confess to any1 i like, maybe im scare and i don hope if somethings happen will lost a friend like this. Thts what i can do just is keep silently and act like nothing. T.T

Today my leg is so swelling and pain, i have keep apply oinkment but still same. When i arrive office all collegue's asks me "Why your leg more worst than b4? A you ok?" Anyone here know how to heal it or what should i do, please generously tell me.. Thank you.

10 Ways to Show You Care

2008-11-17T21:32:00.006+08:00

10 Ways to Show You Care

Everyone knows the power of those three little words: "I love you." But maybe you're not at that stage with your significant other — or you want to find a creative way to express how you feel and make your honey feel good. It doesn't have to be something expensive or time consuming. It can be easy as saying a few sweet words or picking out a small token of your affection. Here's our list of 10 simple ways to show you care.

1.Don't Wait for Valentines Day
Instead of waiting for a holiday to show your significant other how you feel, try celebrating your relationship on any random day. Have a weekly anniversary on the same day you met, or make each other valentines in the middle of the summer. "It's a way of saying thank you for being you," says Christina, 18.

2.Make a Mix CD
Nothing beats a gift that comes straight from the heart. Spend some time compiling songs that remind you of your loved one or arrange them in a way that tells the story of your relationship. A custom mix is an inexpensive, yet priceless treasure.

3.Be Spontaneous
"Keeping things fresh in a relationship is key," says Kyle, 17. When you've been dating someone for a while things can start to feel routine. Bring back those sparks by mixing in the unexpected. Surprise your significant other with an impromptu kiss, a new activity, or a special gift.

4.Find Different Ways to Say "I Love You"
There are many ways to show love and affection, and saying "I Iove you" is just one of them. Go out of your way to be considerate by bringing your girlfriend her favorite ice cream or helping your boyfriend with his homework. You can even learn to say "I love you" in a different language.

5.Make Time for a Time Out
"Remind each other how much you care by taking a break from the stresses of every day life," says Katherine, 20. School, homework, and family obligations can be time consuming, but that doesn't mean your relationship has to suffer. Take time out from your schedule by scheduling a picnic, a hike, or even a walk in the park.

6.Send a Love Letter the Old-Fashioned Way
E-mail and instant messages are how most of us communicate these days, but hand-written letters can mean a lot. Composing a non-digital letter with a personal touch shows creativity and caring.

7.Make Movie Night Your Own
"Cuddling together in a blanket while watching TV or a movie is so romantic," says Jennifer, 18. Turn a typical Friday night at the cineplex into a home theater extravaganza. Show a movie marathon of your SO's favorite films, pop your own kettle corn, and whip up a batch of fresh-baked cookies.

8.Get Creative
Who says you're too old for arts and crafts? Try painting pictures of each other, stringing together matching bracelets, or framing a cute photo. Working on a project as a couple can really enhance your partner skills.

9.Make Mini-Sacrifices
Even though you and your significant other may have a lot in common, you probably also have a lot of different tastes and opinions. Offering to take part in an activity that you don't usually go for, but your SO really enjoys, can be a nice gesture. "It tells them that you really care about them," says Dave, 14. Are you always dragging your boyfriend to horror movies when he favors comedies? Treat him to a screening of the latest Adam Sandler movie some time.

10.Open Your Heart
Gifts and dates are great, but at the end of the day what really matters is your ability to communicate your feelings. Sharing your hopes and dreams, and listening in return, is a brave way to keep your relationship honest. Opening yourself up is one of the easiest ways to get closer to your honey and show you care!

next to you - Jordin Sparks

2008-11-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

Jordin Sparks - Next To You

Love this song so much and this few days keep repeat and repeat to open to song, here and share to u guys --

Hang Out

2008-11-16T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hang Out Day

Well, well.. Today i've hang out with Evandeline @ Time Square. Actually we planned meet on 1pm , but cos rainin so delayed til 2pm. She totally same wif tht what im imagination, such a cute, courteous, bright and cheerful girl. She keep told me actually she's quite rude like guy, but never feel it when meet her and notice her eyes never looking of the person she talk with, eyes just looking straight away like ET, haha! I keep laugh her so "tall" , cos her height just aroung 150cm and almost til my shoulder only, im stil make a joke "hey, you c that little girl oso taller than u!" , haha.. hope she x mind cos im was just kiddin only.After met her feel we're 2 similar d .. something juz think n nt say yet then other blabla out adi , so weird huh .. thats y i always "aaa... yalor yalor.. agree agree" , like a soh lou, but no choice .. cos she already said wat i wan to say adi, wat i can do juz keep "yes yes". So glad to know this friend, cos really hard to meet some1 so similar.
So 1st off, we did was head to the cinema, Winnie b4 said wan to watch "10 Promise To My Dog", but too bad it start on 12pm , so we decided to watch a movie of my choice which is "Madagascar 2". We wanted to watch on 3.15pm but too bad it sold out so we change to 5.45pm. So next we head down to hv lunch and go somewhr Imbi to buy medic for her Bro, damn hot outside and i keep sweat like rain. After tht we head to Lowyat and i get some pc stuff, and back to t.s watch mv. Aha, and i c our Mycnx havin event in Time Square Comic Fair, n c my dear manager Gooi @ thr, so pity huh .. weekend still ned working , donno gt OT to take anot. (evil smile)

Club Quattro (New Nightclub @ KL)

2008-11-13T15:33:00.006+08:00

Club Quattro (New Night Club @ KL)

Club Quattro is located at ground floor of Avenue K along Jalan Ampang. It's also located at one of the best KL hotspot. It's the first club which carries the name of 4 seasons where you can chill, dine, party and unwind at Summer Restaurant, Spring Lounge, Autumn Club and Winter Bar.

SPRING (lounge), Lounge around and relax with live performances by bands, comedians,etc whilst enjoying the cooling breeze and occasional rain of this season !

SUMMER (restaurant) is a sunny and cozy alfresco seating eatery with a fantastic view of KLCC Petronas Twin Towers !

AUTUMN (club) boast the longest bar in KL, and this first of its kind Japanese-themed club is sure to give you an unforgettable night out.

WINTER(bar) main room temperature will be @ around +10 degrees, and its snowing room will be at -5 degrees

Location : Ground Floor, Avenue K, Jalan Ampang, KL

Simple day

2008-11-13T10:12:00.006+08:00

Simple day

Geee!So damn sleepy today, just because last night i played "Gears Of War" and failed to kill the boss RUMM, i have keep retried and finally i realized should turn on light and kill him (because he's vampire) , haha.. so fun huh! but when after i c that clock , sh!t!! its over 5am d!! i have 3 hours to sleeping only, Damn!! Today when wake up n lookin on mirror, c gt 2 big dark circles on my eyes! T.T
aha! Some1 yest told me plan next month go travel and any nice place intro?! haha .. and i told her i have no idea, bcos im the type of no definite views of ownself and need ppl to help me decide things all day long. Even go lunch i oso have to make decision wat i wan to eat , haha! But she said anywhr oso can .. so if i dn go hk to meet my sister then should plan go where to travel adi, cos i have so many leaves n dono how to spend it , wakaka! Actually in my mind hv few place's hope togo adi, like .. Cameron Highland , P.Perhentian (open for public on April T.T), Bangkok and A Famosa.All d place's i choose oso economy if compare to overseas.
Aha , and yest help that gal build a blog layout, and named it 猪式会社 but she said too complicated and dono how to use it, so after asks her brother rebuild a simple blog for her. T.T
here gt a new song intro to u guys .. quite nice .. thats fishLeong new song ->

"http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/287147ht.htm"

Windows 7: Oops! Microsoft did it again!

2008-11-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

Windows 7: Oops! Microsoft did it again!=.=

(Microsoft unrelieved Windows 7 at its Professional Developer Conference this morning, and what I saw looked very nice. Ray Ozzie, the company's chief software architect said the morning would be devoted to "our take on the future of personal computing in an era that's not just about the PC anymore."
He noted that we will almost all have PCs, phone, and the web - and it's Microsoft's goal to make the combination more valuable than just the sum of the parts. The Net and the PC are still two worlds apart, he said, and we've barely scratched the surface of how we can use the PC to improve what we do on the web, or of how the web can improve what we do on our PCs.)

I have seen the future, and it is bleak. Windows 7, the next big version, the one that was supposed to fix everything that was wrong with Vista, is here (at least in pre-beta form), and I can now say -- with some confidence -- that Microsoft has once again dropped the ball.
Maybe. Maybe not. But one thing's for sure: Windows 7 is no panacea. Rather, it's just more of the same: slow, bloated, and frustrating as hell.
At last .. Window XP is the best ever!

Updated ...

2008-11-11T12:29:00.010+08:00

Updated ...

It's been a long time since I've posted - so long that every time i thought about posting, I thought, "Gee, it's been so long, i dont think i can catch up!"
Well, here Chris again, finally! Im going to post a series of things with updates from the last few months.

First - my reading since my last post.

July --

I have meet some new friends on this month , specially Hy , kk and Judy , this 2 fellows completely change my life , and H.y is the 1 cheer me up from sadness. Thanks alot my dear friends .. finally i can back to odinary life. ^^!

Sep --

This month ntg special, just everyday keep working working , boring life huh?! Not really ! On this month 1st time Im going clubbing in my life @ Poppy with my sis , aha .. feeling not bad, lot of lengzai lenglui around thr and handsome Dj! That night im drunk bcos my sis force me almost half bottle Chivas .. Duh! i promised will revenge in future .. wakaka! Next day i woke up feeling headache and sore throat, so din go work and take mc. >.<

Oct --

Damn! Now i only notice im still gt around 10 days ANNUAL LEAVE! Wow .. how did i spend it on this few months ? Should i go travel ? haha ..
This month hv club with my collegue's and that 2 fellows @ Maison, aha .. that night was r&B so feeling not bad, and meet some old friends @ thr .. i ever cant recognize her at first glance, bcos she look so mature than b4, after she said HI with me i only notice! LoLz .. time and tide can change a ppl sooo much!
Btw my lovely laptop was in "hospital" on 24 of Sep, dono y when on it keep showin blue screen only, after some expert check it told me hardware prob should send back kilang .. omg .. should say byebye to my dear d , hope they wont scratch it .. cos i juz help it "tattoo" T.T
Actually this month oso nothing's special , just like usual .. after work back home on9 or yamcha with buddy's , weekend stay @ home fa mou .. that's all! And my company cancel weekend shift, Yahoo .. just 5 days work start from Nov!

Nov --

Ding Ding ... Some of my friends sure know thats my birthday on 4 of Nov , rite ? keke .. sooo shock bcos when i c my fs gt 70+ birthday whises , thanks my friends .. im so touch! T.T
Well .. 3 of Nov im goin getin with Judy , its sooooo cold! I think just around 14-15c , after check in then we go ThemePark n that stupid Judy forgot to take tht vouchers, so need to pay almost rm110 to enter themepark .. swt!! Some games @ theme park was close for maintenence .. and my favarite SpaceShot™ was closed too .. sad!! At night i've get a big shock cos that stupid KK and her bf was cm gentin to celeb birthday with me, n they bought a mini cake 2. I was so touch bcos next day kk stil gt exam .. and morning she need to back Tarc on early morning. Thanks guys to celeb birthday with me, i will keep it as sweet memories! ^^
Farcry2,DeadSpace,Fallout3 and Red Alert3 release on this month, and i have dl-ing d games now. Wow .. but im expectin that GTA4 and nfs undercover , too bad release on Dec , but i'll wait .. best game series ever!
Aha .. recently knew a new friend Winnie, dono y feelin i'd feeling like so familiar when chat with her, hv we met b4 ? haha.. i din asks her this such stupid question..
omg .. lunch time! i need togo hv my meal 1st ^^ n here some my recently new photo's --

We need friendship

2008-10-11T13:51:00.003+08:00

We need friendship

I remember a well-known author once said,the shortest distance in the world is't the distance between two dots but the distance between two friendly hearts.Friendship surpass everything!
Everyone need friendship.No one can sail the Ocean of life with single handed. In our whole lives ,we can't live without friendship just like fish can't survive without air and water.As life is full of strife and conflict ,we need friend to support and help us when we are frustrated;we need friend to give us warnings against danger;we need friend to offer advice on dealing with various situation...It is the friendship that encourage us further in our life!
Friendship give us a feeling of security and warmth.We need help from,and also give help to others.
So obviously,true friendship should be true hearted and should based on mutual loving and understanding,but not just on mutual benefits.If someone try to make use of it.We definitely can't call such relationship as true friendship.So as the old saying goes,a friend in need is a friend in deed .Friendship shall be able to stand all sorts of tests,it shares not only joys but also sorrows!
The mutual understanding between two friends mean both of them have similar ideas and can trust eachother.Otherwise,it's impossible for them to help eachother and make their friendship longlasting!
A good friend is a great book and those who are trying to make friends are just like going to read a book,it can help you a lot to make your life more beatiful ,it can also help to make your life spoiled.So the quality of your life largely depends on the book you've choosen.
With friendship ,life is happier,easier,and more harmonious.
With friendship ,we know what to share ,what to treasure,and above all make us a better life to live!

Commit Suicide

2008-08-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

Commit Suicide

I was depressed, but I wanted to deny it. I began to have thoughts of how to commit suicide. I knew that I was very discouraged because the events in my life were not going in the direction that I wanted or expected them to go. But could I really be depressed? Was suicide a possibility? Surely, I could deal with this! I didn't need help. I could handle this on my own. After all, things weren't that bad, were they?

Then menacing thoughts began entering my head - ways to commit suicide. I wondered how to tie the right knot to create a noose. Would that pole up there be strong or high enough to hang myself? Would I have the physical capability to accomplish such a feat? These methods of suicide were frightening thoughts. Where had they come from? How had they gotten into my head?

Later, the thoughts became more insistent. It was as if these thoughts had a character all their own, a separate entity, that had somehow taken residence inside my brain. I was starting to get worried and wondered if I needed help. I was not moving beyond this and the horrifying thoughts were getting worse!

I didn't tell anyone about these thoughts. They were so horrific to me - to my usual upbeat, outgoing personality. I was afraid to tell people for fear that they would minimize my feelings and make me feel ashamed. They might reject me and I couldn't deal with those reactions. I was trying so hard to cope with what was happening to me.

Im lost.

My target ! My Future !

2008-06-22T15:19:00.001+08:00

My target ! My Future !

Well .. since i start working till now , i have completely ignore my study - programming and web design! actually i have to complete my certification early , but just because i need money money money , so only decide go working 1st.
2 years passed , now all of my friends have diploma holder d , im still stuck here. Yesterday have a conversation with my lovely sister on Melbourne , she have keep scold me why don wan continue my study , and keep wasting my times here.
Yes , actually i oso feel now im keep wasting my time , its time to continue my study. I have asks some of my best friends , they advice me .. better now self study for Basic Programming, or work on small companies to gain exprience 1st. After only take course for further study. Toilet paper (cert) its important , so should i apply course now or working while studying ?
So hard to make a decide now , if anyone have some comments bout it please leave here , thanks T.T

Back to Love

2008-06-22T14:33:00.003+08:00

Back to Love

The last week i have seriously examine d problems , actually i need to change my forthright character ， because somethings before decide should think probaly , not just stupily make a wrong decision on an impulsive.
After a day broke up, We have back to relationship again, because feel cant without each other. She is a part of my life, when without her feel like so lost so lonely. Luckily just after a day she msg n tell me wish to have a chance for our relationship. I accepted d and tell her we need a period to calm down and restart again. Actually , our still love each other but just some small problem's always quarrel.
Love is not about 2 persons living the same life day in day out, love is about a common emotional ground where you share your love whispers, support and encouragement. Going out together is sweet, but too much of time together makes both of you stale.
Dear , i know you're busy bout ur coursework, ur family, ur friends. Everybody oso have their own life , dear so sorry recently im so unreasonable and negative conclusions, keep disturb bout your life and don care your feeling. Sorry sorry .. so sorry. From this moment, i'll to more understanding u and care of u dear.
Yes ! I love you kun , you have completed my life like no one before!

Break Up

2008-06-14T17:00:00.001+08:00

Break Up

Well .. do all of you know that heartache feeling ? I have tested it .. its so so suffer ! Yesterday 13 of June 2008 , finally break up with her. We belong together 1 year and 4 months already , its not a short period. She just give me a reason say she is no feeling with me already , just think she is selfish , our can be a best friend ! I have get shock n freeze there almost 10 mins d , because i cant believe she will say this to me. I never think she will say tht .. NEVER ! Well i don wan make a wild guesses got 3rd person or blabla , i just donno why she will say that to me ! WHY!!
If a person u deep love her suddenly tell u tht dialog without any preparation , hows u feel ? what will u do ? Nothing i can do .. really nothing i can do
1st time i pay out so much , 1st time so serious bout a relationship. Got a period because of call fees almost make me bankup , sometimes she need somethings i know if after i bought to her .. after half month everyday only can eat bread , but at last oso buy it d. I try planning our future , so thats y i so hard working n study ,because i know only way can give her happiness is getting rich. All of these i never tell her , because i think watever paid out how much how hard , sometimes would rather forsake my principles oso don wan make her sad , juz wish she feelin happy with me and think bout our glorious future its ok d. I really don care it , really not care everythings .. everythings.
But now she make me so dissapointed .. upset .. unhappy .. all because after she enter collage , personality have completely changed , before that she is a kindly and know to care of ppl feeling. But now .. recently to be so cool , everyday just say gud morning n gud night to me.
I really donno what happen to her , maybe too much assigment or friend effected , but at least tell me tht , then i'll understanding. But she keep silent .. what oso never tell me , everyday like robot , said d same things.
Well .. if last time i sure will try my best to save it , or give a period for us calm down , but now .. i give up ! i don wan hold a person din love me ..like a robot , continue like this its more worse for each other. So .. what can i do ? nothing i can do .. only i can do is just let her go n wish she can find her own sky.
well , somebody sure askin me , "why just broke up , u'll got mood write blog today ?" , actually .. i oso donno , maybe last night cried too much , the wound is healed d.
I need to thanks some of my friends , when u i unhappy and need ppl accompany that time , they all be here to comfort me , thank you so much. Specially is vinz , a guy who accompany me yamcha till morning , haha .. thanks so much , wish you and your gf will be fine too. ^^
At last , Kun , so sorry i cant change to be a friend with you , now that we are apart, we can only bless each other in our hearts. Now start i'll delete n throw all bout me and you, all of us just keep in memory. Sweet Memories. Wish next time you can find a another part better then me ..

take care dear , good bye my love.

If I Could Turn Back Time

2008-06-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

I always think , if i had a time machine , what will i do ?
Hands down, definitely I will choose to return to the time when I was a little boy, probably at age 4 or 5. That’s when I had no worries at all in the world, and lived only to play and sleep and eat. No deadlines to meet and nobody bugging me on the completion date of tasks. No need to wake up early for meetings, dragging my weary self to work feeling like a zombie. No need to worry about car loans and feul increase. No need to make important decisions like which life insurance policy to take, or which unit trust fund to invest in. The most important is lot of people's will take care of me , just to be a lazy PIG. OH yeah!! Can it be true ? >.<

Enchanted

2008-06-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Well , just download and watched the movie "Enchanted" today. Actually its last year mv , but till now i only watch it (outdated uncle T.T). It's a romance happily ever after movie. Well, the movie comprises of scenes from famous classic fairytales like Snow White, Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. And of course there's McDreamy inside.. I mean Patrick Dempsey who acted in Grey's Anatomy as McDreamy aka Derek. Loved the chipmunk in the movie. Especially the part where he mimicked the witch and the princess. So cute!

formula for happiness?

2008-06-06T11:23:00.003+08:00

Well , sorry for losing almost 2 weeks , because busy bout my job.
Hacker ! actually i damn hate hacker ! Why they like to hack in our private , hack in our business , hack in everythings ! Some of my friends private photo's has been hacked and forward to everyone. Izzit they have any benefit after hack it ? If they're so pro , better go hack bank or goverments , why keep hacking innocents ?

By the way what is happiness ? Happiness can mean different things to different people . Some people are rich; they think they are happy. Other people have many friends, so they feel happy. Still others are happy because their lives are meaningful. Happiness attracts everyone. For children, happiness often suggests eating something good or playin with toys. For a stamp collector, stamps bring more delight than meals. For me , i just wish my life will be as simple , path strewn with roses. Some people's do spend their whole life target just wish become rich, never enjoy anythings then say bubye adi. Life is short , i just wish everything's maintain and enjoy my life.^^

How can you contribute to your own formula for happiness?

Know yourself and what defines fulfillment in your life,
Identify your personal and professional goals,
Honor what inspires you, and
Recognize what supports your self-esteem and what you need to do to keep your relationships satisfying.

Five million people who have lost their homes

2008-05-27T13:37:00.007+08:00

Blogging while i working , when my superior not here .. keke =P
Sorry for losing few days , because i really damn tired during the last week , getting just 4-5 hours of sleep every day , some of my friends called me Panda King adi T.T
First i wanna say thank you sooo much for my friends d carin of me when i so down. Thanks very much for the support, care, idea, opinion, accompany!! life still have to go on, I will be strong!^^
Wow. The past day has been absolutely incredible ! But i don wish to share here n mention it anymore , just like a rubbish throw to trash can , completely forget it^^
By the way , all of you oso know bout Sichuan Earthquake , right ? Chinese officials have said that the death toll from the catastrophe has now risen to over 41,000. Over 230,000 people were injured ,and 5 Millions people who have lost their homes.So please donate and help the victims of the Sichuan earthquake! find your local charity to see how you can help. Here some pic's to share with u all -

Emptiness

2008-05-22T21:30:00.004+08:00

Emptiness.
Is the only word i can think if to describe today.
Everythings feel like nothing , feeling so lost feeling so lonely.
I don't know why I have this kind of weird feeling , feelin she run out from our world slowly slowly .. when i wish to use my hand to pull her back , its too late.
I tried to do anythings i can do .. to save it , but still same. Far .. far far , what can i do ? our dream .. our target .. our plan .. promised all gone.
I feel like sit on the beach and watch my belouved was in the sea floating on the surface , slowly far ... far .... far away ...
If somebody got sell time machine , i will spend all of me to get it! Watever it just can use a time .. thats enought. just turn back to that day we hug together and promised we will belong together forever and ever.
Actually i got many choice , girls a pretty then her , gentle and soft then her got come to me , but i din accepted. Because i know im still love her , love her till so deep! watever friends around me said what , i oso never give up ! Anythings happen , just open a song loud loud , music can make me forget all those unhappy inccidents and only remember all those sweet moment in life.
Dear .. please come back to me ..

Errmm .. Omg ! rmb that guy were sleepin in office 1 ?
Haha .. today he fall sleep AGAIN ! lets see -->

well ... not clear ? zoom zoom ...
haha .. like this he oso can sleep , so pro! =P
wow .. 10.30 adi , is time to go back jor , if nt later ... T_T

LOST

2008-05-22T00:11:00.001+08:00

Well , i know i keep promising more frequent posts, and it doesn’t happen, but I’ve been busy ! Because recently i have take new project to do , need to complete 3 sites templetes in 5 days ! Thats y everydays face my pc till 3-4am only sleep T_T
I was tired, I was dragging, I was a zombie. I gave up tables to other servers, I didn’t focus on my tables, i forgot to ring things in ... or i need to find a good sleeping aid this weekend when I done all of it =).
Actually i totally hope that I can run away from everything .. everythings ....
I know that anything happens can with reasons or without reasons but I do not feel like living here and now. This make me terrifically unhappy, i hate city life !! I know that there is still people out thr like my friends that they care about me a lot but i amso sorry that maybe i will dissapoint you all and please forgive me. My sky is black, total black and its total darkness and I am scared to be here.
Specially in office , im feeling myself totally invisible!! Well .. all these things n problem i solve it .. but gained merit is other ppl ? What The Hell ? its damn darkness ! thts y now i totally gv up .. juz do my duty .. no more extra ! Nowdays i better take some projects from d Aus guys , help them to designed n host d website , like this at least i can improve myself n earn side $$ !
Ermm .. actually on this few days will buy a new high performance com , spec almost like this : Intel Core™2 Quad processors , 4GB ram , blue-ray room , NVIDIA GeForce 9600 GX2 and 22'samsung SyncMaster wide lcd. For some gamers sure jealous adi , haha .. but costs almost rm6k+ ler (keep bleeding) ... but no choice , i need it to done my job , somemore got ppl support me half .. keke =P

Dissapointed

2008-05-18T16:48:00.001+08:00

Ermm .. sorry for losing few days , because somethings happen on me , included quarrel with someone , office politics and blabla. Well if anythings bad happen on me , i just only laugh it away ^^ Because if keep think it only will become more and more unhappy , so i'll never dejected by bad luck and stayed optimistic. Laughter Is the best medicine ^.^
Btw .. i not so understand , why a gal , in a short period can change so much , she seem like another person. Yeah , no need to guess , she my gf ~ b4 1 year ago when i know her , she is a 100% good gf. she will listening and stop talking when im unhappy , after will gv some comments to me , no anythings hide on me , so care of me and blabla. But now she completely change adi , really change a lot ... Nowdays im no mood and sad all because of her. Maybe friends effected ? her parents problem ? or she really change to bad adi ? well i cant answer it cos i really donno. Some of my friends say "ppl change its normal 1 , how you know now she no care of u ? “珍惜眼前人，别在失去后才后悔”, any problems just solve it , don after lost her d only keep crying , its useless , buddy."
Ya , i argee . Actually , i never blame on her or else , just wish she will know whese's d problems. Dear ...

Holding your hand as I walk you through the whole of the world,
Carry away with that thing we were seeing the real sky,
Drown in my love with your secret gift you gave to me,
I was there as the spirit guides your precious soul.

So i'll wait tht day we belong together , never give up.
Love u .. dear ..

haha .. all of my friends sure know , jp songs is my favarite. So here i intro some jp nice songs :-

星のない世界 - aiko
Wind and Wander - I`ve Girls
虹 - Aqua Timez
星象仪 - 大塚爱
爱之旋律 - kokia
ユーフォリア - 牧野由依
My Generation - YUI
C.H.E.R.R.Y - YUI
Laugh Away - YUI
Diverge - mihimaru GT
明天的手 - 能登麻美子

all these songs can dl in "http://d.sogou.com/"
wow .. 1am somethings adi , its time to going bed lu , tomorrow still wan working ler , huhu ... k la , stop here , nite all ^^

2008-05-15T05:56:00.000+08:00

Today raining heavy , damn cold in office ! luckily i wear formal suits , if wear t-shirt i sure freeze already. Same as yesterday , just do d same things in office , when done my job then just continue friendster , blogging .. blabla. haiz .. such a bored life , everyday repeat and repeat ~~
Just now i have read a paragraph in "the new york times" , now here share with you all.

In short, you are bored. What is to be done?

A. People who are bored need to create more challenges and find more meaning in their work lives. They need to find a way out of the feeling that “there’s nothing to do, they’re forced to do things they don’t want to do, or they don’t know what they want to do,” said John D. Eastwood, an associate psychology professor at York University in Toronto who has studied boredom.

do you argee ?!
well .. actually my job was no any challenges, everyday just click that same buttons , thats no any creative and imagine. Everyday after work just back home and watch tv then zZz. Never clubbing, shopping, nightlife, traveling, sports, and blabla. No any target in my life , everythings a careless for me ..
So .. somebody can tell me , what should/can i do now ?!

2008-05-14T06:45:00.000+08:00

Well .. today is a chiling day , around 26-27c , such a cold day for malaysian , haha !
huhu .. normally everyday my "free clock" will call and wake me up , because if i set alarm , sure wont wake up , cos when i hear alarm ring ring .. i only will continue zzz >.<
but today my "free clock" wake me up earlier than usual , so when i see dat time so early , so just think "ceh , so early , sleep more a while 1st , keke". But its a trap !! bit when I woke up, i discover almost late for an hour !! huhu ... so today sure super duper late adi ! later my pretty + cutie hr sure call me "chris chris , come come , i give you a big beautiful letter". But please don mistake , that not offer letter , its warning letter ! T_T
but watever how rush , b4 i go working oso take a photo 1st , thats my usual practice .. haha -->

nice anot ? give some comments la , but i feel my hair too long adi , this weekend must go saloon to cut my hair adi. But if saloon .. donno y i prefer d guys help me to cut , specially dat gay gay type 1 , feelin they are more passionate.

2008-05-13T13:03:00.000+08:00

Well .. actually today need OT ler .. so boring ler ..
But ... tell u all a shock news !
My colleague has FALL SLEEP when on duty , haha ..
shhh .. don laugh don laugh .. later he wake up d .. anyway .. wish he sweet dream la , psp time ! muahaha

ermm .. psp games ler .. my favarite is "the worms" , have to played this game b4 ? such a old game .. but its fun ^^

10pm already , is time to go back adi lu ! yahoo ~ !! but please don mistake , when i reach home not going to zzz ! only continue my games till midnight , some of my friends oso know , im "night ghost" ， never sleep early ! .. then morning sleep like pig , watever you bite beat bit kill smash me , i oso wont wake up , only will reply u 3 words "i wan ZZzzzzzzzzzzz" , muahaha ...

2008-05-13T06:20:00.000+08:00

rainy day , today is a working day , damn so boring at office , plus my kunkun go travel d , nobody accompany me , so juz visited some japan travel website .
Japan, a country of islands, extends along the Pacific coast of Asia. When i primary school start wish to go there travel , because i really so like
all about Japanese , included jp music , jp drama , jp games , jp gals (keke) , Jp stories , Jp Food & Recipes and blabla . But i tried to budjet if travelling in Japan , at least need 10k plus plus.
10k. For some rich guy , 10k maybe juz a small amount , but if for me .. wow ... almost my half year salary n without any spending T_T
so .. tht was a DREAM ? my mum n my gf always told me , "working hard la , got a day u sure can realize ur dream !!"
So now i oso try my best to reach my dream !! yeah ~~
Working. if ppl asks me : how much u rate yourself on job , i will gv myself 90% , cos i really try my best , nvr lazy nvr skip problems on my job ..
but actually i damn hate under stress .. if somethings make me stress i'll try to skip skip skip jump jump jump , till cant skip anymore ... i will give up T_T
some1 say "working sure stress 1 lo , if without stress how come can improve yourself?"
so i answer them .. i'll TRY MY BEST ^^

2008-05-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

well ..im Chris here , actually this is my 3rd blog , because b4 my blog were share wif my ex-gf , so now juz make a new blog for my private use.

p/s : my dear friends got anythings can say on tagboard there ^^

2008-05-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry , somethings wrong , will be done soon